Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away, so far away
Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile
Feelin' and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive. Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day
Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say
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turning
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twentyeighth of November.And, correct on 16th Febuary, needs exactly
4.5 cm to just be an
average-heighted woman in SINGAPORE.
but she's much taller than when she was in
TNS and
Temasek PrimaryShe's in love with
FAMILY FRIENDS MUSIC PUMA (also her Temasek House <3) and
THE CLICK FIVE and
BRYAN ADAMS and
TOMMY PAGE and
CLAIRE GUO and manymany more.
She is currently on a mission to
force persuade juniors to join her deardear RGS. And no she does not persuade people to go to RI. For some reason.
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I'm actually growing okay!
She's reallyreally sensitive so watch what you say and do.
she can see stuff too, she isn't idiotic.
And she hides much more than she shows.
Because it's not safe in this cruel world.
You may think she's ordinary under those spectacles, but that's why she wears them.
when she takes them off for real, she still might not have taken off her mask.
Love her? Hate her? It's still an obsession.
are obsessed. with her.
9:02 PM Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Staring into the distance…reflecting back into the past
Just thinking about
what we had and how it would always last.
Thoughts of your innocent smile
and your loving touch,
And all that you have given me…oh so much.
How we
shared both the good times and the bad,
But always remembering the best
moments we had.
I think about those true feelings and that very first kiss,
So intense, yet caring…that’s what I’ve come to miss.
But then came so
much pain and relentless fears,
Feelings of frustrations and uncontrollable
tears.
You know I tried…you know I changed,
But you always just fuckin’
complained.
You said you loved me…you said you cared,
But something
happened and now you’re not there.
You broke my heart and you broke your
promise,
Don’t deny it, please don’t even try,
Whatever you say is just
another damn lie.
You’re shallow…insensitive…and selfish too.
It was
never about me…it was always about you, you, and you.
Damn, you caused so
much pain…just go to hell…you’re fuckin’ insane.
I can’t…I won’t ever
forget.
I can’t…I won’t ever forgive.
What we had is gone…yes…now and
forever.
You and me…no longer…never.
Why all the anger? Why all the
hate?
I guess our time together was a big fuckin’ mistake.
How can you
be so callous? I just don’t understand.
I thought we were close and I
thought you were my friend.
Was it something you wanted? Was it something I
said?
Or was it something I did or didn’t do, instead?
Nothing but
unanswered questions…what can I say?
Except that I hate you...I hate you
because of that day.
When I needed you the most, you decided to leave,
And just like that you walked out on me.
Don’t you get it? It was you
all along.
You’re the one with issues…you were so damn wrong.
You say
things happen for a reason…perhaps you’re right.
But really…admit it…you
just wanted me out of your sight.
I once believed, but now I don’t…‘cause
you took away my trust,
And even my hopes.
I can’t…I won’t ever forget.
I can’t…I won’t ever forgive.
What we had is gone…yes…now and forever.
You and me…no longer…never.
Nothing but broken promises, broken dreams,
and broken hearts.
It wasn’t me…yes, you…who tore us apart.
No longer
reflecting back into the past…’cause this love was never really meant to last.
Only letting you go…’cause forget…forgive, I won’t…that much I know.
Labels: poetry, writing
3:37 PM Monday, May 12, 2008
Gah.
I hate everybody who hates me back.
Gettit.
And no I'm too bitchy to care.
Insults don't work on a bitch, no?
LOSER.
Labels: angry
3:06 PM
I hate you.
I have absolutely no idea why I do...
Or maybe I do.
Please stop hurting others and yourself.
You make me puke.
Really.
And stop acting like you care.
We all know you don't give a tooting damn.
And to think I used to care for you.
This will cease to happen.
I absolutely absolutely hate you.
More than I hate mud-coloured nail polish.
Which is already saying a lot.
So toot off, you loser.
Don't try to get near me.
When you see me glare at you ( even if its over the com)
You're DEAD.
Labels: angry, hate
12:15 PM Sunday, May 11, 2008
At first it was so fun
everything went well
everything was being shined on
by a bright yellow light
Now I know that's not true
the light was not from the sun
but an incandesent light bulb
it soon ran out of energy
A blanket thrown over me
everthing inside was dark and empty
I try to find my way out
but the thick velvet keeps me stuck inside
I feel suffocated
and I'm sure it isn't just me
I have no idea why I look outside
I find a knife
Is it going to help me
I slash futilely at the blanket
accidentally
slashing my own wrist
Suddenly
there is a feeling of pain
revertebrating
throughout my body
taking away the emotional pain inside
I welcome it, slashing my wrist
again, again, again.
The tears
locked inside for so long
come out with the blood
but I sob quietly
trying not to let anybody know
Does it work?
I have no idea
I can only hear faint voices
I am still deciphering what they mean
They all think they know that blanket over there
but they don't know what lies beneath
But don't come and save me
I think I like it better here
Anyway, most of it is deceit anyway
I don't care
I want to live in my world
I think it's so much better here
My blanket-my world.
Labels: angry, numb, poetry, sad, writing
12:08 PM
For a while, you thought you got me under your collar.
But you're wrong.
I would never fall for you. Never ever.
Stop trying to flirt with me. Please.
I just want to be in peace.
Would you please give it to me?
Don't give me false hope.
I know you're hot.
But you're not my type.
You're just a platonic friend to me.
I would love you as my own brother. Nothing else.
Sure I may have killed you already. Sorry then.
But I will still care for you;
Buh-bye.
Labels: angry, love
