Think about the love inside the strength of heartThink about the heroes saving life in the darkClimbing higher through the fire, time was running outThink about the chance I never had to sayThank you for giving up your life that dayNever fearing, only hearing voices calling outLet it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong BELIEVE
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Do you feel welcome now?
Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away, so far away
Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile
Feelin' and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive. Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day
Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say
single and loving it like anything.
turning fourteen on the twentyeighth of November. And, correct on 16th Febuary, needs exactly 4.5 cm to just be an average-heighted woman in SINGAPORE.
but she's much taller than when she was in TNS and Temasek Primary She's in love with FAMILYFRIENDSMUSICPUMA (also her Temasek House <3) and THE CLICK FIVE and BRYAN ADAMS and TOMMY PAGE and CLAIRE GUO and manymany more. She is currently on a mission to forcepersuade juniors to join her deardear RGS. And no she does not persuade people to go to RI. For some reason.
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I'm actually growing okay!
She's reallyreally sensitive so watch what you say and do. she can see stuff too, she isn't idiotic. And she hides much more than she shows. Because it's not safe in this cruel world. You may think she's ordinary under those spectacles, but that's why she wears them. when she takes them off for real, she still might not have taken off her mask.
Love her? Hate her? It's still an obsession. are obsessed. with her.
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11:33 AMWednesday, September 3, 2008
hahah. no more stalking for the time being since my phones got stolen. :): should I be happy or sad? Ahwells. At least I don't get random calls and smses anymore. For the time being. And the stalker can go sms the thief for all (s)he cares. Yay. Now the thief can get a taste of what it's like to be stalkeeeeddd. creep creep.
Whatever. I'll just post Empty and Mary Jane normal format. I really love the lyrics, it made me cryy T_T EMPTY
Tried to take a picture Of love Didn't think I'd miss her That much I wanna fill this new frame But it's empty
Tried to write a letter In ink It's been getting better I think I got a piece of paper But it's empty It's empty
Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty
And I even wonder If we Should be getting under These sheets We could lie in this bed But it's empty It's empty
Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty
Oh oh Oh oh Oooooh Oh oh Oh oh
Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty
(Maybe we're trying) (Trying too hard) (Maybe we're torn apart) We're empty (Maybe the timing) (Is beating our hearts) We're empty
Mary Jane
I didn't cry the day you moved away I didn't think that I could feel this pain Until I saw the stranger that was you Whatever happened to our innocence And the somethin' that you said about being friends Tell me how Help me say the words out loud
Could it be That nothings gonna change Cause time has got a way of taking back Everything you thought you had Can you see The girl you used to be The one I lost when I let go of you Oh whatever happened to Mary jane Ooh ooh Ooh ooh
I need to wake up from this state of mind The situation is the same kind I gotta get your memory out of my head Would you catch me if I had to fall (had to fall) Would you even find the time for that at all Tell me how (tell me how) Help me say the words out loud
Could it be That nothings gonna change Cause time has got a way of taking back Everything you thought you had Can you see The girl you used to be The one I lost when I let go of you Oh whatever happened to Mary jane Ooh ooh Ooh ooh
Cause time has taken back Everything I thought we had
Tell me how (mary Jane) Help me say the words out loud
Could it be Nothings gonna change Cause time has got a way of taking back Everything you thought you had Can you see The girl you used to be The one I lost when I let go of you Oh whatever happened to Mary jane Ooh ooh Oh whatever happened to Ooh ooh Mary jane
I so want an z200fd. OMG I love you z200fd. OMG I will trade my Alex Rider collection and Maximum Ride collection save up for you like crazy. And when I get you I will go crazy snapping pictures! That went overboard. sometimes when someone has hurt you you can't trust them to be nice to you again. no matter how nice they may seem. therefore it's best not to care. numbness rocks. Join the numbness movement.
did you read the above gray bit? now. close your eyes. darken your mind. and erase it from your mind. so as to not annoy, irritate, fluster, worry or upset you. and today we went to rei's house! I was terribly late. And I bumped into Pamela while crawling under her. And I love the udon's mushrooms. And we managed to do a little bit most of the work.
And Xinjie's friend, Sarah Liu, is VERYguai. The type that I will never be.
I want to go to Antarctica now with my laptop and my handphone and a z200fd. Where it is the darkest and most numbingly-cold. Where I will be a nice and happy little iceberg. And where it isn't dangerous to love.
And where it isn't stupid to protect your gadgets (since they are more in danger of dying than you)
Haha I koped this from chainmail.they asked for 20 ppl, at least 3 opposite gender. 1) ERCH 2) PAMPILLA 3) HANNAH 4) CLAIRE 5) LAURA (YMR) (: 6) CHUNING (go fearsome five. RAWR.) 7) RACHEL CHIA (ex-tps-er) 8) JIA MIN (cannot remem surname liao. Ex-tps-er) 9) PEIRU(cousin) 10) JIAMIN (cousin) 11) YEOMY 12) DAMINI 13) VGYM 14) STEPH(anie koay) 15) RACHAEL LO (angel) 16) CHERYL YAU 17) JUEYING 18) JIANYANG/BRITNEY/FIFI/what else? 19) JIANQING (ran out of names. Fif.’s bro) 20) ARRON 1) How did you meet 14? [steph] RG…
2)What would you do if you haven't met no. 1? [erch] ummm. She would be nonexistent (touch wood)?
3) What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? [peiru and arron] peiru already got bf lar.
4) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [chuning and jueying] They're both straight. I hope.
5) Describe no.3. [Hannah] COOL NY-ER/GUZHENG-ER/FEARSOMEFIVE-ER! We wuv Hannah.
6) Do you think no 8 is attractive? [JiaMin] Quite lar, in a cute way. (:
7) Tell me about no. 7. [Rachel Chia] cuute girl who still remembers me after…4 years without contact? And my number too.
8) Do you know anyting bout no.12's family? [Damini] nopee
9)What is no 18's favourite? [fifi] Dunno. Dog bone? Fetch, fifi! (:
10) What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? [Yeomy] noooooo we’re straight.
11) What language does 15 speak? [Rachael Lo] English. :D
12) Who is 9 going out with? [Peiru] Her bf! (:
13) How old is 16 now? [Cheryl Yau] Dunno. 11 going to 12? Or 12 orredy?
14) When was the last time you talked to 13? [Vgym] this morning.
15)No. 2's fav singer? [Pam.] dunno.
16) Would you date no.4 ? [Claire] NOOOOO we’re straight.
17) Would you date 7? [Rachel Chia] read:above.
18) Is 15 single? [Rachael Lo] think so… hope so.
19) What's 10's last name? [JiaMin] Wu. Kinda hurts me to say the surname of her late dad.
20) Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11? [Yeomy] no.
21)What school does 3 go to? [Hannah] NYGH.
22)Where does 6 live? [Chuning] umm. Pasir Ris if I’m not wrong.
23) What's your fav thing bout 5? [Laura YMR] HEKUUUU I love her fangirlish-ness! (: and her being on exactly the same wavelength as me, up to our taste for guys! (:
At first it was so fun everything went well everything was being shined on by a bright yellow light Now I know that's not true the light was not from the sun but an incandesent light bulb it soon ran out of energy A blanket thrown over me everthing inside was dark and empty I try to find my way out but the thick velvet keeps me stuck inside I feel suffocated and I'm sure it isn't just me I have no idea why I look outside I find a knife Is it going to help me I slash futilely at the blanket accidentally slashing my own wrist Suddenly there is a feeling of pain revertebrating throughout my body taking away the emotional pain inside I welcome it, slashing my wrist again, again, again. The tears locked inside for so long come out with the blood but I sob quietly trying not to let anybody know Does it work? I have no idea I can only hear faint voices I am still deciphering what they mean They all think they know that blanket over there but they don't know what lies beneath But don't come and save me I think I like it better here Anyway, most of it is deceit anyway I don't care I want to live in my world I think it's so much better here My blanket-my world.
hurt by christina aguilera
11:25 AMSunday, May 4, 2008
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
omg this time i really cried while watching the mv. couldnt control it. It's about this circus performer(Aguilera) whose father taught her. due to her hectic schedule, she neglected her father. Then one day she got a telegraph that her father had passed away. The rest... is self-explanatory.
-this bit was removed because I just realised it dosen't relate anymore and is too insulting.- ooh today we had pft 2.4. I got B!!! boohoohoo. must remember to hug mishi to death 2moro for cheering me from the 112 window. I carnt hug yengsie to death she'll just poke me. Mishi is different. she's so entertaining hahaha
today I cried. i cried in the toilet during lunch. omg this sounds so un-me. but that's me. reality check, gal. I'm an emo, sensitive crybaby underneath. get that right.i cried because I was feeling so stressed by just telling everybody about the me inside. a very scary thing to do but i did it. shouldnt have. argh i think that affected my performance in PFT. could have gotten a had i not almost tripped and ended up walking. dammit.
this blogskin is for ·$4 TARBET!!! ·$6 and of course the emo bit. I dont think arron will notice if i die... what a disastrous thought.
um it's private because of the people mentioned in black above. yea. I dont want them to have the authority to touch my bloggie. my precious bloggie. yeh. ok i left my 3 poems at sch must go get them tomorrow. yeah.
