Think about the love inside the strength of heart Think about the heroes saving life in the dark Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out Think about the chance I never had to say Thank you for giving up your life that day Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive

Be Strong
B E L I E V E

1. Here.
2. If you feel welcome at all.
3. Confessions
4. Only traces dear.
5. If you actually have a heart.
6. Those I bother to.
7. Whatever.
8. Credits.
Click and I'll love you.

Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say Now it's too late to hold you Cause you've flown away, so far away Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile Feelin' and knowing you hear me It keeps me alive. Alive And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Picture a little scene from Heaven Darling, I never showed you Assumed you'd always be there I took your presence for granted But I always cared And I miss the love we shared And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Picture a little scene from Heaven Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll always look to a brighter day Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep, You'll always listen, as I pray And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say

5:30 PM Friday, May 9, 2008

And I'm sorry for blaming you.

You have been invited to my blog.

But I didn't mean to blame you

Because I was immature.

I really hope you will forgive me.

I have decided to let you have him

And not fight with you anymore.

Thank you for bearing with me all these months.

Love, Xin Hui.

Labels: sad, sorry

5:23 PM

I'm sorry, my dear friend.
I will be bitchy and kill you.
Yesh. the bitch in me has come back to life.
Buhbye dear fren.
And I'm ever so sorry if i hurt your feelings.
Ooh you poor thing.
I study psychology. As in my father bought the university texts for me.
Bye. Good luck darling.

Labels: angry

4:41 PM

Don't show me that face
That pair of glistening eyes
That blinding smile
I won't fall for that angelic look
Cos behind that
Lies a casanova.

I know these eyes
Are just a disguise
Gleaming eyes lie beneath
Sneering at me

No I'm not that stupid
I'm just playing the game
you wanna fight?
You wanna pretend?
Try me.

Labels: angry, love, numb

Desolation
3:39 PM

I closed my eyes
There was this
Wind.
This pleasurable
Wind.

I felt it on my cheeks
Distracting me from
Life.
Taking you outta my
Life.

There was this feeling
That something wrong
Happened.
But I didnt know anything
Happened.

But when I opened my eyes
And saw this crack
Surprise
What I just felt was
Surprise

Then I realised
Your back was to
Me
You had just abandoned
Me

Then I realised
You were drifting
Away
We were slowly moving
Away

I looked around pathetically
And I felt as a shock
Desolation
I was stranded & filled with
Desolation

Labels: numb, poetry, sad, writing

2:27 PM

Oh yah yesterday was THE LAST DAY OF THE MYASSSSSSSSSs we have NO MORE MYAs FOR THE WHOLLLLEEE YEARRR!!! ok there's still the dastardly CHECKING OF ANSWER SCRIPTS from Tuesday.
Zera Wansim and me went to Far East after the exams then we realised 99.9% of the shops weren't open. So we wandered off to Lucky Plaza. OMG ALL THE STUFF THERE ARE SOOO CUTE! I bought 3 necklaces and 1 bracelet. One necklace was for grace but I lost the pendant in Kinokuniya. Details later.
Zera got hurgry (the understatement of the year) and then we raced off to Wisma's Food Republic:
Zera:(to me) um. are you sure tt is not the banana leaf? (we were eating hokkien mee)
Me and Wansim: yah wad...
Wansim: but fibre's good for you!!
Zera: okok then eat the whole thing!
Me:(points at glass wall) yesh yesh and the glass is full of fibre too! see? fibreglass!
(I start delicately eating the prawns and smearing my hands with the oil)

and then we went to taka and me and zera (the kampong gals) loudly inhaled the high-class aircon air while wansim(the orchard gal) just stood there and shook her head all pathetically. Hey, we kampong people oso need to appreciate the fine arts (i.e. the olfactory masterpiece called Ngee Ann City) one rite!

then we went to takashimaya and obsessed over the food in the basement cos we were so hungry. And then we went upstairs to find notebooks for grace. we found the cutest collection of voodoos ( i picked the one which depicts me the most: beautiful, wise and charming...) hahaha I noe very lame.

Then we went to kinokuniya and we pored over chick lit, pulled zera away from the physics shelf and desperately tried to call grace and ziwei.

FINALLY they did come. We watched Nim's Island and GRACE ALMOST CRIED and I was rotf with laughter and then all too soon it was over. Then we went to get some Neoprints then grace looked at the price ($11 for ONE PIECE ) and then we walked off reluctantly. Grace felt like trating everybody to ice cream again.

Then zera and wansim had to go so i followed grace and ziwei to borders then realised i should be going and took the MRT home.
(p.s. 4 busstops is a LONG way. I learnt the hard way. Never follow in my footsteps.)

then today WE HAD "SPRING CLEANING" ewwwwwwwww. We basically just slacked in the gym then desperately tried to remove the unholy black marks from our holy classroom, but the efforts were futile. ooh the teacher scolded 110 cos we were better than them! I shall feel proud now. -sheen- ahh. tt felt GOOD.

then arh, dear vivian made me take the wrong way home. I had to walk. This time 2 busstops. but it was pavementless so my life was endangered. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO SAY, MRS LIM? yogi, go chide your dear wife. She's been getting blur of sorts. jkjkjk. actually she didnt noe lar. so not really her fault. I just want to see the couple having a lover's argument!! so cuuute...

oops.

Labels: 109, happy, random, rgs

CONVO
6:50 PM Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I am gonna stop mugging for now for headline news.
I have this neighbour whose also from my former tuition class. He lives just opposite me lar, and we called him the GHOST because he like disappeared from tuition (i learned later tt his parents wanted him to stay home for preparation for PSLE.) Then we like hardly see him.
Erch: I SAW THE GHOST! I SAW THE GHOST!
Me: Really?
Erch: KIM YELLOW!!! (His real name his Kim Yeow but my bro misread and the name stuck)
Me: Ooh ooh .I bet he has a GREEN pimple on his nose now...
Erch: hahaha.
(we walk to the window)
Erch: There IT is! The one in the blue shirt with the hp!
Tips(my bro):(shouting)KIM YELLOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
Me: (takes a while to notice) oh he still exists? I tot he was a ghost... oh. He's THERE.
(the ghost runs away with his dog, apparently a bit freaked out.)
ahahah this is so funny.

Labels: erch, random

12:10 PM Tuesday, May 6, 2008

argh today for physics i got ALOTWRONG shitshithshit. 5 down, 1 to go. one more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-sigh-
Um ooh hi laura!
YESH i'm gonna get photoshop and dreamweaver and fireworks by the end of this holiday!!! Yay mum. Yay the improvement of my blogskins.
Shit. why am I slacking!!!!MOJIKAN i guess so.I was updating my profile for deardear widgie in my profile page. I just love his cuteeeeeeness.
I need the phone. NOW. Now erch dont snatch it away from me I NEED TO USE IT TO...store my contacts. Haha.
BB

Labels: erch, phone

8:42 PM Sunday, May 4, 2008

This is to a platonic friend. It's a HE. He's PLATONIC NO IDEAS PLEASE

You seem to be getting lonelier every day.
Your cheerful greeting has turned snappy.
I can't feel the vibe from you anymore
You've become cold.

You seem to have become numb
Like you don't want to feel anymore
Was it something that hurt you?
Or it could be just my imagination.

really. please tell me what has happened. I'm willing to be humiliated by the tagboard. dun worry. I've sent you an off9 message.

[edit]I'm sure you're alright now. Anyway, I won't care, for rmb, you're only a stranger to me. Can't believe I was so immature then to believe you.[/edit]

Labels: edit, immature, numb

Impossible-Quiz.com
12:30 PM


Impossible-Quiz.com - Fun Hard Quiz

Labels: quiz, random

hurt by christina aguilera
11:25 AM


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

omg this time i really cried while watching the mv. couldnt control it. It's about this circus performer(Aguilera) whose father taught her. due to her hectic schedule, she neglected her father. Then one day she got a telegraph that her father had passed away. The rest... is self-explanatory.

Labels: music, sad

10:24 AM

I feel like I need to get over Arron.
It's unhealthy for me and SOME people who think I'm competing with them.
It will be hard, and I dun know how to go about it.
I shall continue to admire him, and see how things go.
Yup. tt's boutit.
Xinhui
[edit]Now none of us are infatuated with him. Excellent. (: Anw I'll stop loving for a veryveryvery long time from now.18/8/08. Time me.[/edit]

Labels: edit, immature

10:21 AM

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

Labels: quiz, random

Help me say the words out loud;

Thank you for giving up your life that day
You all better return the smilies to me. (=
· Aidi the super pro math/piano senior! aidizblackwhiteworld@blogspot
· Amby the singing junior! <3xx-special@blogspot(:
· Alethea monkeypuddles@blogspot
· Alex the now-same-height-as-me-erthesingingslacker@blogspot
· Alvin my-life-is-your-life@blogspot
· Aru(nima)! weareslowlyforgotten@blogspot
· Boonhui MOONYY!innocence-@blogspot(:
· Char(maine) flouridestik@blogspot
· Char(lene) stopatthejunction@blogspot
· Chen Jie seejay! thelastofbeethoven@blogspot
· Cheryl(P) friends-arelovee@blogspot
· Cheryl (Y) the...awesomest person ever? chocolattechips@blogspot
· Clarisse the poking moose! iridescentsplatters@blogspot
· Daniel the Big Cow yawnsofinterest@blogspot
· Daryl Suzy Pay notpsychodude@blogspot
· Dom MODDIEE! my-personal-fairytale@blogspot
· Dorette dear junior <3lucky-cabbage-leaf@blogspot
· ERCHY ERCHY ERCHY the bruise inducer! my-chocolate-dream@blogspot((:
· Emeline thatswheniwillmissyou@blogspot
· Esther wheretheskiesareblue@blogspot
· Fangyi MIZUUUU!!! dowhatyoulurve@blogspot
· Fangying senior(: stradivarsenal-stardivarius-arsenal@blogspot
· Glen be-the-light@blogspot
· HANNAAHHHHHHH SHIRONAAAAA!lovelife-theresstilltomorrow@blogspot(:
· Hengyeng rainbowstriped-umbrella@blogspot
· Laura HEKUUUUUU! x) lala-heku1410@blogspot(:
· Laura Lee ohmyhowexclusive@blogspot
· Lea smartsmart junior! (:juvenilelove-x@blogspot(:
· Lingzhi the loved one <3333 fadingmemories@wordpress((:
· Liqin! takemeall@blogspot(:
· Mengshi/Charmaine garfieldandpierra@blogspot
· Minyan the one with the dead blog! minyan-hahax@blogspot
· Rei stingrei@blogspot
· Qinrong distractedd@blogspot
· Shimei puffinthemuffin@blogspot
· Shzehui the singing PSL iced-cherry@blogspot
· Synth-Di the ultracute junior! (:xx-undefined@blogspot
· Tiffany the tagged friend!(:little-missy-me@blogspot
· Wenhui thebrokenradio@blogspot
· ViviaNUS PRIME x) thehammerthatfalls@blogspot(:
· Viv Chew watchthe-candleburn@blogspot
· Yeomyy the composing horsie junior!xx-musical@blogspot((:
· Yingbi dear junior xx-nuclearsummer@blogspot(:
· Yingtong dear junior xx-skullheart@blogspot(:
· TAONANGEP07 <3333333333 doubleohsevenites@blogspot

And i know that eventually we'll be together.
1/27/08 - 2/3/08
2/3/08 - 2/10/08
2/10/08 - 2/17/08
2/17/08 - 2/24/08
2/24/08 - 3/2/08
3/9/08 - 3/16/08
4/6/08 - 4/13/08
4/13/08 - 4/20/08
4/20/08 - 4/27/08
4/27/08 - 5/4/08
5/4/08 - 5/11/08
5/11/08 - 5/18/08
5/18/08 - 5/25/08
6/1/08 - 6/8/08
6/8/08 - 6/15/08
6/15/08 - 6/22/08
6/29/08 - 7/6/08
7/6/08 - 7/13/08
7/13/08 - 7/20/08
7/20/08 - 7/27/08
7/27/08 - 8/3/08
8/3/08 - 8/10/08
8/10/08 - 8/17/08
8/17/08 - 8/24/08
8/24/08 - 8/31/08
8/31/08 - 9/7/08
9/7/08 - 9/14/08
9/14/08 - 9/21/08
9/21/08 - 9/28/08
9/28/08 - 10/5/08
10/5/08 - 10/12/08
10/12/08 - 10/19/08
10/19/08 - 10/26/08
10/26/08 - 11/2/08
11/2/08 - 11/9/08
2/15/09 - 2/22/09
2/22/09 - 3/1/09
3/1/09 - 3/8/09
3/8/09 - 3/15/09
3/29/09 - 4/5/09

All the things I needed to survive
MATHSOC<3
my mojikan.