Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away, so far away
Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile
Feelin' and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive. Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day
Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say
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single and loving it like anything.
turning
fourteen on the
twentyeighth of November.And, correct on 16th Febuary, needs exactly
4.5 cm to just be an
average-heighted woman in SINGAPORE.
but she's much taller than when she was in
TNS and
Temasek PrimaryShe's in love with
FAMILY FRIENDS MUSIC PUMA (also her Temasek House <3) and
THE CLICK FIVE and
BRYAN ADAMS and
TOMMY PAGE and
CLAIRE GUO and manymany more.
She is currently on a mission to
force persuade juniors to join her deardear RGS. And no she does not persuade people to go to RI. For some reason.
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I'm actually growing okay!
She's reallyreally sensitive so watch what you say and do.
she can see stuff too, she isn't idiotic.
And she hides much more than she shows.
Because it's not safe in this cruel world.
You may think she's ordinary under those spectacles, but that's why she wears them.
when she takes them off for real, she still might not have taken off her mask.
Love her? Hate her? It's still an obsession.
are obsessed. with her.
8:56 PM Thursday, September 18, 2008
you think I don't know?
You think I don't know that you're trying to rid yourself of me?
Don't worry.
I'm just putting on an act to see how far you will be able to take it.
Apparently,
you have quite a low threshold.
Good then.
Now I know I didn't make the wrong choice by deciding that we wouldn't click.
Or maybe.
Just maybe.
It's a stupid one-sided thing and I'm just getting angry at you over no apparent reason.
But still.
It hurts.
And I'm always getting this feeling of being exploited and surrendering.
And that if I don't please you, I'm sad too.
Maybe this evolved from the misconceptions that we had about each other.
If only you'd tell me the truth.
If only we'd both tell each other the truth.
If only we'd stop putting on facades to distract each other.
If only he hadn't appeared with his big mouth and ruined the friendship we had.
Into something that was intelligible.
Then it wouldn't hurt so much.
Because the truth dosen't hurt as much as the lies.
It won't,
Because then we would go our separate ways,
and never see each other again.
And we'd really begin as strangers all over again.
Maybe, just maybe, we could forge the friendship that was so heartlessly destroyed less than one year ago.
Although that would probably be wishful thinking.
But maybe.
Just maybe.
stupid.
8:26 PM Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I can't even celebrate my 100th post.Just because you blame me for every damn thing.Just because YOU are the one who can't stand messiness.What's wrong?It's MY room, MY mess.It's perfectly fine for me to shout back at you when you shout at me.It's called mirroring.Haven't you heard?It's a natural process.And yeah sure. I have a boyfriend.An inexistent one whose name is Nothing.Oh and when we marry we'll have nothing children!Whee.It's an eyesore? Let me shove it in your face then.Make sure you have to see it totally clearly.That MY room is messy.And that YOU don't play a part.And you keep finding fault with me.Checking email is wrong. Sure. When I'm just downloading the crystallisation file from Zera.So OMG! You're doing wrong things from the moment you check your mail and/or read this!If that's the case,You should start scolding yourself now.