Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say
Now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away, so far away
Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile
Feelin' and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive. Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Picture a little scene from Heaven
Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day
Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say
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turning
fourteen on the
twentyeighth of November.And, correct on 16th Febuary, needs exactly
4.5 cm to just be an
average-heighted woman in SINGAPORE.
but she's much taller than when she was in
TNS and
Temasek PrimaryShe's in love with
FAMILY FRIENDS MUSIC PUMA (also her Temasek House <3) and
THE CLICK FIVE and
BRYAN ADAMS and
TOMMY PAGE and
CLAIRE GUO and manymany more.
She is currently on a mission to
force persuade juniors to join her deardear RGS. And no she does not persuade people to go to RI. For some reason.
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I'm actually growing okay!
She's reallyreally sensitive so watch what you say and do.
she can see stuff too, she isn't idiotic.
And she hides much more than she shows.
Because it's not safe in this cruel world.
You may think she's ordinary under those spectacles, but that's why she wears them.
when she takes them off for real, she still might not have taken off her mask.
Love her? Hate her? It's still an obsession.
are obsessed. with her.
#99! (:
2:27 PM Saturday, September 13, 2008
You find it isn't me.You find it's you in denial.That you aren't. what. you. thought. you. were.That all your words are so noticably fake.And that what you assume others to be,aren't what they are.Oh no! You're so sad, aren't you?Putting others down because you lack.That you lack friends that will dare to go crazy IN FRONT OF A TEACHER.And threaten to throw each other's pencilcases out of the window/school/ onto Mr. Lim's head but know none of them mean it.And dare to do crazy and totally random stuff like screaming and hugging after they get a little thing correct and write random convos involving dinosaurs and lions and tigers and dogs and pokers and pokees and random vegan facts and terrible and fantastic drawing blended together.And will resort to the lamest things just to have fun.Like casting puppydog eyes and laughing on cue.And egoing and scribbling and egoing some more.And throwing feathers down stairs and trying desperately to catch them.Who's putting down now?Ohhh lemme guess.you.ohh what a surprise!That well, I'm just effing pissed off.And I swear I' be even without PMS.And I swear if not for the fact that it was obvious it was all a lie and that I had friends,I might have resorted to revenge.Which isn't very nice.Because as you know, I know psychology.Once I muster my conversational hypnosis,You won't know what hit you.That's why it's called conversational hypnosis.Everything happens during conversation.Enough of the being pissed off. Why do that on a person not worth it?Don't stoop down to their level, my mum used to say and still says.Anyway,haha umm COW-SHEEP-DOG-DUCK! <3333and INCREDIBLE SHRINKING MACHINE(xand INCREDIBLE ENLARGING MACHINE (xall while we are poking Rachael's squisheee pencilcase.wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.stupid father thinks I'm not doing work.I am okay.I'm errr CHECKING FOR GOOD PICS FOR INSPIRATION FOR MY PT));anyhow say de.like you.But wait.Why do I classify my father with you?huh. Like I want to dirty my father's name can.If like you arh,then he's already not in Mediacorp.He'll be sacked can.so.although he anyhow says,he's much better.In math too.Duh can.Should I change my blogskin?I love the wide writing space.But should I get a non-navi one?Or a typing one?I think I like this.People tell me if it's okayy can!Don't kope it ah.
9:23 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2008
True friends are friends that, no matter where, will give their best for you.Including offering to come to RGS specially for you on an ulu saturday when nobody's there because you dumbly forgot there was no comp math.
True friends make you feel alone, without them.
True friends will make you cry, but they will cry inside too.
True friends will be your accomplices and not betray you no matter what.
True friends will take the initiative to get back together when we fight.
True friends will still give you a birthday card during a "cold period" between us because they cannot not give you anything without wondering if the "cold period" was really a "cold period".
True friends leave you craving more because you realise you're empty without them.
True friends will sit with you in the same spot on the canteen table although it's far away from the class just becuase they do not want to disappoint you.
True friends are irreplacable and would (for me) cause a great emo session if the friendship ended.
Just like in April-June this year.
When I thought the friendship had ended, but it was all my fault for not listening to my true friend.
But through that emo period, I made another true friend, who will leak out all her innermost feelings and realise she did that but not feel any remorse.
Therefore I don't think YOU have your true friends yet.
The way you flit from friend to friend, giving that fake actcute look with those eyes that don't show a thing.
I say it's an adaptation to being friendless. Don't let anyone show your insecurity. Don't cry, because it's embarassing. That's what you think.
I cry in class. I still cry. Because I know my true friends won't leave me even if I embarass myself, even if I act like a total suaku and weirdo.
I am anyway. Suaku and weirdo.
But I don't care.
Because I have my true friends.
And books to remind me of them.
See why I like non-fiction books now?
Can't bring myself to read Jap yet, though.
See that, freak? You don't even know the definitions yet you jump to weird conclusions.
That's embarassing. See there you go.
You can't cry, because you will be embarassed.
Embarassed and humiliated.
Because I can predict your feelings.
And because I know what you are inside.
And because you are so much older than me but know nothing.
And you aren't vegan. Heartless enough to not become vegan. Or even vegeterian. Or even control your meat intake.
And too proud to admit that you're insecure.
See those eyes?
You can't glare, face it.
Because you need to actually be able to feel to glare.
Which you aren't able to.
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9:44 PM Tuesday, September 9, 2008
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忘記三個月過去 忘記你的消息
忘記忙碌的白天 忘記有多空虛
忘記每個紀念日 忘記要去哪裡
忘記失眠的黑夜 忘記我有多恐懼
忘記每次呼吸 忘記每天想你
忘記每一秒都在 自己騙自己
如果我真的可以 忘記我們的過去
這世上只剩你 唯一明白
我背上7的秘密
忘記你常說的話 忘記你的微笑
忘記你在我懷裡 忘記從前多好
忘記熬過來以前 忘記每分每秒
忘記你走了以後 忘記我變了多少
忘記上次呼吸 忘記上次想你
忘記上一秒還在 自己問自己
如果我真的可以 忘記我們的過去
這世上除了你誰會明白
我背上7的秘密
如果我真的可以
忘記所有的過去
這世上只剩下你唯一明白
我背起就是你
忘記 忘記
4:46 PM Monday, September 8, 2008
MY PHONE IS BACK!!!! (= ( the cool phone not the crappy phone)Bro found it under car seat.Bluetooth I love you<33But stalkers I hate you.I got like 99679568756978989786 messages from a withheld number/ number of withheld numbers yeesh.When my phone crashes I'll go get a new number. No more same number because of stalkers ): 92344xxx <333333!I miss my lover, Vivian.You SNATCHED MY LOVER FROM ME!It's now in your pencilcase )xAnd NO YOUR PENS ARE NOT ALL SANE DEAR!I have to earn 430 BD to advance level sheesh.Don't know how many more days I will have to struggle without a oneroom flat before I can finally go LEVEL6 xDI want my level6.If I starve (which is impossible I'm already underweight sheesh) I may be able to get that amount in like 4-5 gamedays' time?I finished 5 levels in 6 days no it's so slow noooo )xurk.Level6 goals even worse. I need 4000 BA and I only got 877 )xI'll get like 120 per day and that means I need 26++ days to be able to go level7! )x
