But do I know?

Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say Now it's too late to hold you Cause you've flown away, so far away Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile Feelin' and knowing you hear me It keeps me alive. Alive And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Picture a little scene from Heaven Darling, I never showed you Assumed you'd always be there I took your presence for granted But I always cared And I miss the love we shared And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Picture a little scene from Heaven Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll always look to a brighter day Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep, You'll always listen, as I pray And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say

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Farewell
2:07 PM Saturday, April 26, 2008

He had to go
She knew it.
He couldn't help it
She knew it.

Love was about letting go
She knew it.
But she just wanted him so badly
She knew it.

He would miss her
He knew it.
He couldn't change his fate
He knew it.

He had to go
He knew it.
But he wanted so much to stay
He knew it.

All the happy times together
They knew them.
This would hurt a lot
They knew it.

They bade their final farewells
And then the doors closed shut.
Both of them stared at the opaque door
That's when the tears started flowing.

Labels: poetry, sad, writing

Winter
7:46 PM Thursday, April 24, 2008

Winter comes
In the silent night
Stealthily, silently
Into the quiet countryside

She slides through the trees
Leaving a white trail everywhere
She slithers on the ground
Covering rocks here and there.

She licks the windowpane
With her icy tongue
Leaving intricate patterns
With a blow from her lung.

She breathes the life
Out of vegetation
She lures the animals
Into hibernation.

She bats his long eyelashes
And Hail falls prey
He races through to meet her
Scattering ice on his way.

She calls for her best friend
And Snow comes flying past
She glides gracefully through
Sprinkling snowflakes like dust.

They play for ninety days
Then spring comes to meet
With his smile so sunny
Surviving is a feat.

He grins with the aid
Of Mr. O'Mighty Sun
And Winter takes her repose
Her time here is done.

Labels: poetry, random, writing

Eyes
7:27 PM

I looked into these eyes
Those big black eyes

Reflecting the beautiful night

Illuminating its brilliant glory.

They stared at me
Those ember eyes
Black opal encrusted in stone
sparkling like finely-cut diamonds.

Those curious eyes
Paired with a blinding smile
closed a little in laughter
Then darted straight up.

I naturally followed his gaze
But when I looked back down
The eyes were inches
Away from me

My hair was brushed away
From my confused face
Then in an earth-shattering moment
His lips met mine.

The impact caused me caused me
To close my eyes
When I opened them
He was suddenly gone.

Those black eyes
Full of joy and mystique
Those black eyes
Causing me to melt

I never saw them again
But I will never forget
The opals erased in most beautiful gold
Sparkling like the most finely-cut diamonds.

( everything is FICTIONAL.........

I do not imply anything.)

Angel
4:50 PM Wednesday, April 23, 2008

hahaha this is just a poem inspired by Maximum ride. the wings bit. and Max and Fang's different coloured wings.

There she sat on the bench,
That cloud-white bench,
Looking forlornly at
The world around her.

Everybody excluded her
For her features
She knew exactly what it was
but she deemed it too shameful.

Sure she was beautiful
She had the fairest skin ever
And white-blonde hair
The colour of cream.

But she knew she had shown too much
When they asked to see the bulge
grinning evilly under her gown
That gown white as a sheet.

She showed it, she shook her shoulders
And the gown fell off
revealing the wings inside
those beautiful angels' wings.

But they thought it was awful
ugly things, they said
unpractical for that matter
bulky, large and fat.

They left her out
"the girl with extra appendages"
that was the name they bestowed upon her
The name coupled with scorn.

Now here she was, her wings in full view
Crying on the ash-white bench
the snow falling on her shoulders and wings
like silver beads that the sky had dropped.

They dissolved on her wings
they glistened in the light
those objects of immense beauty
that caused her exclusion from others

A young man in a dark overcoat
with eyes and skin as dark as night
And hair the colour of burning coal
came to sit beside her.

She was hostile at first
but she dissolved under his deep gaze
and he also softened considerably
looking at her topaz eyes.

He told her he had a secret
She looked at him inquisively
and asked him what he was
about to say.

He told her they were linked
they were meant to be a pair
Black and white
The two angels of the mortal world.

She didn't believe him
She ignored him and rolled her eyes
But he met her dismissive eyes
And told her he had proof.

Slowly he shook his shoulders
and his overcoat fell off
showing his big dark wings
the colour of a bat's wing.

Slowly she put her pale wings
on his witch-black ones
he looked surprised but he
met her gaze that told everything.

He took her in his wings
and together they flew off
With the snow falling around them
smiling at them thru sparkling eyes.

Mask
4:48 PM

At first glance
It is always so easy
To dismiss me
As just another person.

But no I’m not.
Sure I look normal.
A normal short girl
With a smile plastered on her face.

Acne-prone skin
with a bit of freckles all over
and of course, eyes
brimming with happiness.

But it’s all a mask
I can’t take it off
To let people see the face inside
To see the real me

An ashen face it is
glitter on the eyelids
left behind from years of crying
in my mask of skin.

From my back
sprout out two ebony wings
made to teleport me to the dark side
but struggling against the lifelike mask.

From my eyes stream tears
the tears nobody sees
the tears I cry so often
the tears that make me

I collect the tears
In my sack
I put them back in
I can't survive without them

I have to adapt
I have to look like my mask
I have to stop crying
I have to...

7:26 PM Tuesday, April 22, 2008

i dunno lar. this blogskin just seems more linked to me, cos like i made the background myself (but i got some brushes from deviantart heehee) and I feel more attached to it. erm. I know the bit at the right sucks cos' I only managed to cover it partially.
awwww.
Oh yah the stuppid music and dance teacher said that Vivian will have a bf with buck teeth because she seemed to be infatuated with Queen and Fred Mercury (or smth like that.) apparently he died of drig abuse and had BUCK TEETH. the bf with buck teeth rings a bell? hmmm. *hint* no i don't think dear dear kw will be subdued by drugs, he will be controlled by his loving wife(VIVIAN!!!) and his not-so-loving adopted daughter who allegedly was born from binary fission. (that's me)

haha mishi got this pig from red cross I named it Michelle No.2 she was so "angry".
Mishi:WHAT? I do not look like this pig!
Me:You SO do, Mish. you see?
Mishi:No! I'm not that fat!
Me: I never implied leh.
Mishi: sigh.
Me: Ain't you supposed to put something in Michelle No.2?
Mishi: my hp too fat
Me: ok I'll send you a letter to be put inside. I expect a reply by 7.20 tmr on my desk.
Mishi: huh? than I'll say it got lost.
Me: I dun care. I'll put it on your table.

I put the letter on her table in the end. She got freaked out by it cos viv hijacked and drew an evil pic of me LOL.

I used grace's stuff.
she lent me.

Ok bb now!

♥ Xinhui (:

Thank you for giving up your life that day
You all better return the smilies to me. (=
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