But do I know?

Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say Now it's too late to hold you Cause you've flown away, so far away Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile Feelin' and knowing you hear me It keeps me alive. Alive And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Picture a little scene from Heaven Darling, I never showed you Assumed you'd always be there I took your presence for granted But I always cared And I miss the love we shared And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Picture a little scene from Heaven Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll always look to a brighter day Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep, You'll always listen, as I pray And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together One sweet day Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say

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9:02 PM Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Staring into the distance…reflecting back into the past
Just thinking about
what we had and how it would always last.
Thoughts of your innocent smile
and your loving touch,
And all that you have given me…oh so much.
How we
shared both the good times and the bad,
But always remembering the best
moments we had.
I think about those true feelings and that very first kiss,
So intense, yet caring…that’s what I’ve come to miss.
But then came so
much pain and relentless fears,
Feelings of frustrations and uncontrollable
tears.
You know I tried…you know I changed,
But you always just fuckin’
complained.
You said you loved me…you said you cared,
But something
happened and now you’re not there.
You broke my heart and you broke your
promise,
Don’t deny it, please don’t even try,
Whatever you say is just
another damn lie.
You’re shallow…insensitive…and selfish too.
It was
never about me…it was always about you, you, and you.
Damn, you caused so
much pain…just go to hell…you’re fuckin’ insane.
I can’t…I won’t ever
forget.
I can’t…I won’t ever forgive.
What we had is gone…yes…now and
forever.
You and me…no longer…never.
Why all the anger? Why all the
hate?
I guess our time together was a big fuckin’ mistake.
How can you
be so callous? I just don’t understand.
I thought we were close and I
thought you were my friend.
Was it something you wanted? Was it something I
said?
Or was it something I did or didn’t do, instead?
Nothing but
unanswered questions…what can I say?
Except that I hate you...I hate you
because of that day.
When I needed you the most, you decided to leave,
And just like that you walked out on me.
Don’t you get it? It was you
all along.
You’re the one with issues…you were so damn wrong.
You say
things happen for a reason…perhaps you’re right.
But really…admit it…you
just wanted me out of your sight.
I once believed, but now I don’t…‘cause
you took away my trust,
And even my hopes.
I can’t…I won’t ever forget.
I can’t…I won’t ever forgive.
What we had is gone…yes…now and forever.
You and me…no longer…never.
Nothing but broken promises, broken dreams,
and broken hearts.
It wasn’t me…yes, you…who tore us apart.
No longer
reflecting back into the past…’cause this love was never really meant to last.
Only letting you go…’cause forget…forgive, I won’t…that much I know.

Labels: poetry, writing

Thank you for giving up your life that day
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