Wonkhyacinth (:

2009-04-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

transcluscency.
livejournal.
a change.

2009-03-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

thank you everybody for helping me through amcssasbioptfrenchsadstuff!

I love you all <33

>My family for staying by me even when I'm such a bitch<3333333

>Rachael for helping me with biopt somuchsomuch you saved my sad and enlarging butt <3333

>Zera for listening to me rant about how much I couldn't stop loving ___ sometimes and starting the cocreation of our mushy ballad!<3333

>Pamela for calling me when I most needed it although I've never known until now <3333

>Vivian Goh for lending me her spraypaint!<333

>Vivian Chew for cheering me up with our unclashing of timings!<333

>Minyan for cheering up my (usually super dreary) mornings <333

>Natahgong for listening to me when I was at my most retarded and (although I do know I'm very irritating) not making it very obvious that I was irritating you <33

>Kuan Wei for entertaining me with hashcolours when I was brooding about __ and needed at least two people to talk to randomly. FOR LAUGHING AT THE FACT THAT SOMEONE LIKED ME I'LL MINUS TWO 3s so you get a <0.>

> I love you all (:

#127

2009-03-01T11:36:00.002+08:00

I am happy!

because for amc10B I got 111!

Although I would much rather get this post number.

but 127 mod 1.5 =1, so cannot.

126 also can la.

BUT NVM I GOT HIGHER THAN 110 xD

SAs were screwed.

2009-02-24T11:43:00.002+08:00

Stolen from fangying :D

1. NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope. But hyacinth maybe, it's the name of this hot guy in greek mythology. ;)

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday because I was doing homework and didn't want to do anymoreD:

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
NOPE.

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
Technically, nope. And nope. Single and free am I!

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
nope I'm such a bitch.

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
obviously

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS? (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
16-ish and happy.

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I'm scared of the rope breaking D:

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Corn flakes! :D

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope that's what shoes two sizes bigger are for! :D

11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
move?

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their eyes. I hate ugly eyes.

13. RED OR PINK?
red ><

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?

almost everything.

15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?

The comfort of bigbig softtoys.

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
nobody?

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
no.

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
black and transparent (gettit? no shoes heh)

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
something that's supposed to help me relieve my headache D:

20.WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
The fact that we have 3 SAs tmr and that I haven't done my gonghan.

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
chocchip cookies

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
mom

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
koped not sent :X

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
personally I think gym is cool

25. HAIR COLOR?
darkdarkbrown

26. EYE COLOR?
dark brown with a tinge of blue

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
why would I tell you my million and one of them?

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
anything nice will do :D

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?

can't rmb. I watch most online heehee D:

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
blue

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter ftw :D

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs(:

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
um vivian maybe?

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
my mealworms. :X

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
midnight's children :D

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
imy finger?

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
nth.

39.WHAT LITTLE THINGS MAKES YOU HAPPY?
love and care aww :D

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles anytime :D

41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
uhh china?

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
a penchant for being late from recess.

43 WHERE WERE U BORN?
NUH

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
yours :D

45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
in neverneverland.

:X

2009-02-24T11:34:00.002+08:00

I have been blogging randomly today.

Lian2 wo3 de4 bing4 ye3 yao4 zhui1 cha2. ni3 shi4 bu2 shi4 tai4 kaypo le4?

I have cramps kay. Could not tell you that D:

In addition to the headache thing DD:

I WILL MUGGG:D

my silly brainless head off.

for AMC AND CHINESE AND LITOHDEARLIT AND HISTORY

AND IWILLWRITEINJAMBLEDTOGETHERWORDS :D

sofun.

happyreadingwhileIgomugging!

byebye.

2009-02-24T10:44:00.001+08:00

Prayers for Chris Brown and Rihanna.

2009-02-24T09:49:00.003+08:00

I wish that:

-I could drop french

-I could get my hair to grow long enough so I could get an undercut

-I could get a crumpler bag

-I could grow taller

-I could get longer lashes

-I could have more money

-Fortunecow would be cheap

-I could buy more flats and heels and bags andandand. (MISSED A DEAL FOR A PRADA (CANVAS) TOTE AHH IT'S PRADA WHY AM I SO STUPID D:)

-I had a decent camera.

-I would start mugging instead of slacking my head off.

-That mathsoc'11 would be more bonded.

-That I would get better grades

-That I would stop now.

♥greeedy little Xinhui xD

2009-02-24T09:34:00.003+08:00

last post was post 11 squared. I just realised.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NADYAVIVIANALEXNATZIWEIBELINDAZERA :33

I love stuck-together words.

AHHHHH I NEED MONEY FOR PRESENTS

AND FOR FORTUNECOW(since I mugged with pamela instead on that day -openmugger-) ANDANDAND FOR MANY OTHER STUFF D:

I feel short man.

I slept at 9 yesterday :o

And woke up at nine! o.O

I cannot go to sch because I'm freaking tired. D:

UM I'd better mug if I want to drop french.

WISHMEGOODLUCKPEOPLE :D

♥Xinhui:D

& I think I'm falling in love again.

tagged quizzes(:

2009-02-22T16:52:00.002+08:00

Vivian dear I shall do all your superoverdue quizzes now :D
I want more :D
one of many superduperoverdue quizzes from vivian dear :D I will try to complete all of them!

1. What's your full name?

Yong Xin Hui. Haven't added Hyacinth yet :D

2. Are you single?

NO I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU :3  

3. What is your favourite number(s)? 
 28(: me too vivian because 28/11/1995! :D  

4.What is/are your favourite colour(s)? 

 Black, gray, green, orange:33

5.Least favourite colour?

Scarlet. SO OBIANG D:

6. What are you thinking right now?

Whether I should get a hoodie for SOMETHING.

7. Are you happy with your life right now?

nope. SAs D:

8. What are your favourite subjects in school?

math/chem/physics :3  

9. Do you shop at malls?  

Or else where?

10. Where do you wish to be right now?

In those ball playgrounds they give for preschoolers :33 

 11. What should you be doing now?  mugging.  

12.Do you have a crush on anyone?  YEAH. YOU:3 (this is getting superlame but, like my valentine's joke. it's so funny hahahahahaahah) 

 13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?  monday :D  

14.What was the last thing you drank?  water from my new (metal :3) waterbottle:D

15.Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?

but everyone lies D:
but backstabbers can go bury themselves in their own daggers man.

16.Can you make yourself sneeze?

o.O SINUSGLANDS D:

17. Do you fall for people easily?

nope. But it's fun to love :3

18.What does your last text message read?

OMG XINHUI >< (not telling who)  

19.Are you too forgiving?  

with matters of the heart. no. Anything else, I'm fine.  

20.How many windows are open on your computer? 

 6.  

21.Who was your last call from?  

Mum. because I was out at shixuan's house. YISHUN'S SO FAR D:  

22.What do you do with most of your time?  

texting! :3 

 23.Will you and your ex get back again? 

 I've never really gotten into a serious relationship ><

24.Do you sleep with the tv on?

waste electricity? not me.

25. Which of your close friends live the closest?

vivian/nadya :33  

26.Which item could you not live during the day? 

 handphone  

27.Would you share a drink with a stranger?  

Hey, if it's a HOT and healthy stranger (who happens to be about 14), why not? ;D I'm feeling retarded and hiao today.  

28. How was your weekend?  

sian. 

29. Do you believe ex(s) can be friends? 

 if you fell out of love.  

30. The last person you quarreled with?  can't rmb :D  

31. The way to win your heart?  

being supernice, and allowing me to be hyper and (most probably) draw all over your face.  

32. What did you do last night?  

SLEEP:D

33. 

Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?  

nope.  

34. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?  

NO.  

35. One song that is meaningful to you? 

shen mi jia bin-Yoga Lin  

36. Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti? 

twirl  

37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?  

don't drink milk ><  

38. How long is your hair?  long. :D

39. Do you like Batman?

kk la.

40. Who was the last person who told you they love you?

My mum?

41. When was the last time you sang out loud?

today. Hey it was in mcdonald's okay :D

42. What did you have for breakfast?

stupid TCM medicine D:

43. Is your birthday on a holiday?

yes :|

44. Can you cook?

Only bake. I haven't cooked in a long time.

45. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

FROM THE MARKET I'M SO CHEAP :D

46. What was the reason for the last trouble you were in?

almost losing my pencilcase. HEEHEEHEE.

47. Which do you wear more- sweats or jeans?

jeans. sweats=UGLY

48. When is your birthday?

28111995! It comes instinctively to so many people :D

49.Do you swear alot?

yeah.

50. What was your first alcoholic drink?

a full margarita.

51. Do you have any regrets?

I HAVE FIVE MILLION AND TWO VIVIAN.

52. Who would you like to see now?

a nice toyshop owner! I'm feeling retarded.

53. Has the cops ever been to your house?

no.

54. Are you a social or antisocial person?

I vary between the two extremes.

55. Who are your best friends? Are you still friends with them?

More like circles of friends :D and yes.

56. Ever been in love?

lol yes.

57. Ever had braces?

NO (AND PROUD OF IT :D)

58. What do you wear to bed?

slacks and superoldsupercomfy shirts :D

59. Who was the last person who disappointed you?

can't rmb.

60. Do you trust people?

somewhat.

61. Who was the first person you talked to today?

my mom who woke me up.

62. Who was the first person who texted you today?

shi xuan.

63. What was the first thing you did today?

wake up :D

64. 10 people to tag

I don't tag. steal then steal lor.

2009-02-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

Ahh I haven't been posting in such a long time, and there's so much to say. I'll just write the topics down.

HOMEWORK

AMC

JUNIORS

MORTALS

YOGA'S TICKETS

MEALWORMS

PENCILCASE

OUTING WITH VIVIAN

FILING!

hmmmmm.

from the start.

HOMEWORK: crap there's so much homework. Geog FA, french (DIE FRENCH) Lit FAFA, CLE, WHAT ELSE I DON'T WANT TO KNOW DD:

AMC: was a total flop. shaded wrongly DDD:

JUNIORS: some are stupid, some are nice. Not telling who is who.

MORTALS: got too many. D:

YOGA'S TICKETS: given liao :D

MEALWORMS: I'm trying to raise them on a vegan diet but ah nvm. they still have their stupid fish food.

PENCILCASE: My pencilcase is too small D: I want a BIGGAH ONE.

OUTING WITH VIVIAN: OMG WE NEED A BATCH TOY READ VIVIAN'S BLOG FOR DETAILS.

OH AND WE CAN HAVE A HOODIE WITH THE BATCH TOY AT THE FRONT! :D

FILING: I FILED MATH! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG :D

SAs: AHHHHHHHH DIE STUPID TESTS. -shoooots-

kk that's about all.

<3>

2008-11-04T14:49:00.002+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
Who dosen't?

2. How do you explain love?
Uhh? A four letter word that starts with l, ends with e, and has o and v in between.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Depends.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
get all monehminded.

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?
...would I fall in love with a girl?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both.

7. List out your current 10 favourite songs.

Bye Bye (Mariah Carey)
Ni Zou Tian Qiao Wo Zou Di Xia Dao (Derrick Hoh)

Shen Mi Jia Bin (Yoga Lin)

Yan Lei Xiao Le (Jade Liu)

Fall For You (Secondhand Serenade)

Your Call (Secondhand Serenade)

One Sweet Day (Mariah Carey)

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Nothing.

9. Is there anything which has made you extremely happy?
What? Nopee.

10. List the artists you listen to.
Too many to count.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
By looking into a time machine.

12. What is currently the most important thing to you?
I don't know.

13. What is the kind of person you think who tagged you is?
Yeomin- random and cute and tall junior.

14. Would you rather have a rich but ugly husband or poor but handsome husband?
Option C:rich and old and sickly husband. :D

15. What are your favourite colours?
green and orange.

16. Would you give in all in your relationship?
what counts as one?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Option C: both.

18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
the former.

5 RANDOM people to tag.

you, you, you, you, you. WHatever lah (:

2008-10-30T17:05:00.002+08:00

Remove one question from below and add in your personal question and tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.

~START HERE~

#1 Who do you think the person who tagged you is like?
vivian's screamy squirmish uhh veryverysmart fun a bit emo sometimes I think that's about it.

#2 What do you want the most now?
Uhh a stalker-free world.

#3 Who is the closest person to you in your school?
umm I don't know there are quite a lot.

#4 Do you hate your friends sometimes?
used to, but I realised that channeling that hate into something more productive was more fun and I get my kicks too. xD

#5 Are you afraid of death?

Who isn't.

#6 What is your goal this year?
Grow taller! (:

#7 Have you died recently?
only if you mean like mentally. stalkers and umm EYAs D:

BWAHAHAHA SORRY VIV

#8 Why are you vegan?

Because I'm gorgeous. And because animals are gorgeous too. I wouldn't eat myself, would I?

#9 What are you dreading the most this year?
not being able to get into compmath and advanced math.

#10 What do you enjoy doing the most?
smsing screaming at vgympok listening to music blogging loving blogthinging what else I don't know blahh.

#11 Who are/is the most important people/person in your life?
~~MEEEEEEEE~~ Family, friends, ~~Nick Shen,~~ ~~Not that disillusioned someone. Failure at two timingstalking la you.~~

#12 Do you like your CCA?
(: duh.

#13 Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Only those when they cherish theirs too.

#14 Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
I don't know.~~NICKSHEN~~ too old for me please. Um can I just stay in one corner of the shelf?

#15 What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
music. and air. HAHA CORNEHHH. math.

#16 Do you find life meaningless?
When I look at something dying, yes.

#17 What do you live for?
making a difference, though it might be in vain. NOT LOVE. yet.

#18 Who do you talk most to in school?
pampam vgym zera :DD

#19 Who is/are the last person/people you talked to on MSN?
Zera (:

#20 What type of people do you hate most?
Those who either don't tell me straight what they feel (including myself. I hate myself D:) and those whom I love, most of the time.

The 8 people are:

you

you

you(:

2008-10-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

if you asked me what changed me, I'll say that it was everything.
That was meant to anyway.
I hope you'll accept me for what I am, not what I was, because I realised that that enthusiasm might be just a ploy conjured up by my subconscious to hide me.
Or maybe what I'm now is that mask.
I don't know anymore.
I want my old self back,
but I think this new self is better for everybody.
Yes, I'm still hyper. Still enthusiastic. Just to different people.
I'm not so gullible anymore.
Because I was hurt.
Very badly. Extremely badly, and I don't think that scar can just be erased like that.
Like that one on my forehead, a blunt reminder that if I jump around on the bed, I'll most probably hurt myself.
But from this hurt, I realised that I must have hurt others before.
In primary school especially.
So I have to mask so as to hurt others that much.
It's better this way.
I won't get hurt because the person you're toying with, the person you think is me just isn't me anymore. Either that or I have covered it with a translucent mask, so that only some of me shows and the rest hides in oblivion.
But I would do anything, just anything, to go back to the start of Primary Six, when me and heku<33>

2008-10-28T16:39:00.002+08:00

yeomy you're not so good yourself huh.

#1.People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
#2.Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
#3.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
People tagged:

1-10. Haha anticlimatic who want to do than do lor.

[x] I am shorter than 5'4. {about 1.6m}

I will change that! XD
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.

STALKER ANYBODY? D:
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother
[x] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.

HOLOCAUST .___.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.

almost every rgs girl is guilty heh.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.

see my scar anybody?
[] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I was ~~born~~ MADE HAHAH in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've flied business class.
[ ] I've been to New Zealand
[ ] I've been to America
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've been to Hollywood
[x] I've been to Disneyland
[ ] I've been to Australia
[x] I've been to more than 5 countries
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator

haha the sadistic pleasure.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken .
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've done snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.

The truth hurt.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

too many times already.

[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex
[ ] I've had sex in public
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed on the face.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed wine.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece
[x] I own something from Guess.
[x] I own something from D.K.N.Y.
[x] I own something from ESPRIT.
[ ] I own something from Gap.

NEVER OMG SLAVE TRADE HOW COULD YOU YEOMY
[x] I own something from LEVI's.
[x] I own a golf set.

non-leather at request.
[ ] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

ooops.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[/] I bake well.

2008-10-19T19:05:00.001+08:00

Okay.

I went to Semakau today.

But will blog about it later on. :D

Maybe tmr?

2008-10-16T21:11:00.005+08:00

[post deleted]

You don't deserve my tears.

Quiz

2008-10-15T15:33:00.003+08:00

tagged by vivian! :D

40 Random People whee~

1.Erch!
2.Viv Chew
3. Viv Goh
4. Yuanyue
5. RACHAEL! :D
6. Pamela
7. Zera
8. Hazel
9. Yeomy
10. Wenhui
11. Synth-Di
12. Amber
13. Wearn Xin
14. Claire
15. Hannah
16. Chuning
17. Heku
18. Nadya
19. Fifi SeetohJianYang
20. Jian Qing
21. Kai Wei
22. Min Yan
23. Arron
24. Jiro
25. Aru
26. Steph
27. Gloria
28. Mich
29. Amanda Choo
30. Heng yeng
31. Cheryl Yeap
32. Cheryl Pay
33. Ningxin
34. Esther
35. Valerie
36. Kuan Wei
37. Alex
38. Nick Shen <333333
39. Szening
40. Cherie.

This is the most random list I've ever come up with. Like, guys in between girls inbetween guys.

Who is #9 to you? [Yeomy]
Junior! <33

Does #12 have a hot older brother? [Amber]
I want. Because he'll be older than me :D

Would you make out with #2?[Viv Chew]
UHHHHHHHH?

What about #13? [Wearn Xin]
Um NO.

Or #30? [Heng Yeng]
NOPE. Sorry.

Is #1 your best friend? [Erch]
yes sometimes.

Is #3 cute? [VGYM]
Vivian are you cute? Huh? Huh?

How about #5? [Rachael]
YES! <33333

Or #23? [Arron]
Definitely. :)

Or #36? [Kuan Wei]
Why am I so suay? nope. Unless you like him lol :D see I kope you Yogi! :P

How did you meet #4? [Yuan Yue]
RGMATHSOC<3333

And #18? [Nadya]
5K`06! haha the huang he.

Did you ever go out with #20? [Jian Qing]
Why. Are. The. Wrong. Questions. Always. With. Guys.
NO.

Or #28? [Mich]
She won't go unless you drag her out.

Who is #40? [Cherie]
Classmate!

Do you hug #8 all the time? [Hazel]
no not really.

How about #15? [Hannah]
Used to. Spinning yay.

Or #25? [Aru]
Not really.

or #37? [Alex]
Nope. Hopefully never. Unless he puts on some weight.

Do you feel sorry for #11? [Synth-Di]
No?

Have you ever told #14 you loved them? [Claire]
Platonically.

Would #6 and #10 make a good couple? [Pamela and Wenhui]
They don't even know each other.

How about #16 and #27? [Chuning and Gloria]
No?

#17 and #22? [Heku and Min Yan]
Nope.

#24 and #32? [Jiro and Cheryl Pay]
Cheryl, do you want Jiro?

#33 and #39? [Ningxin and Szening]
Nopeeee.

Are #38 and #37 best friends? [Nick<33333 and Alex]
I'm sure that you're best friends with a totally hot celeb, Alex.
Man I wish I was number 37.

Does #34 drink coffee 24/7? [Esther]
Um no.

What is #9 addicted to? [Yeomy]
Uhh I don't know tell me haha

Which # would you look best with?
38, cos I'm as cool as Nick! :D

What # would#5 date? [Rachael]
Rach who do you want huh?

What about #16? [Chuning]
OMG.

or #27? [Gloria]
Gloria you tell me.

Whoever want to do then do lor. :D
I won't mind. :))

2008-10-15T14:49:00.003+08:00

omg I wonder how a guy can be so inhumanely hot. ;D

Update!

2008-10-11T11:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday (Friday) was umm exhausting.

After Math, Me Rach and Yuanyue went out to buy a big bunny for mich. :D Belinda got grounded >:/

Went to Plaza Sing. Bought a big bunny cushion for mich. But it dosen't represent anything yet because it hasn't been in her hands wheeee.

Then I bought an octopus for Pops.

And one breadou for Belinda and one for Wearn Xin. One as Rach's birthday present. Sorry we didn't buy you any, Viv. But umm we will buy soon! :D

YOU ALL OWE ME MONEEYYYYYY.

Then umm Rach had to go so we went to Bugis Junction and ran around taking the bubble lift up and down and up and down. Yes we are very youthful aren't we.

Then we basically just walked around BJ again and again and again and basically just went window shopping, dragging the poor bunny and octopus with us.

And we got neoprints!

Were too busy laughing we neglected the time limit for the first one. >:\

But second one was cheaper and better because there was no time limit and it was only 10 bucks wheeeee

So basically we spent like 20-30 minutes decorating just four pictures woops.

We are the random mathsockers! :D

I owe yuanyue 6 bucks i think.

For the phone pouch.

For her brrbrr phone! :D

Okay.

I think that's bout it.

Tata! :D

wheee quiz! :D

2008-10-08T10:37:00.004+08:00

I'm sick of exams, I tell you. Sick sick sick of getting the wrong answers everytime, sick of getting sick of SOME people xuan4 yao4-ing, sick of everything. In fact once the exam's over I think I'm going to fall sick! D: I want to go bugis fastfastfast. I have a stupid shopping craving. Waiting for Belinda's approval D:

okies.

QUIZ! :D

level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) kissed a member of the same sex my sister? It was a dareeee.

level 2
(x) are / been in love If only there was no love in this world.
( ) dumped someone
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

level 3
(x) had a crush on an older person Well since almost every guy I know that can be remotely crushable is older than me. I'm too young :D
(x) skipped class

(x) seen someone / something die My rabbits?

level 4
(/) been to Paris I will! :D I want to go to the Louvre and put on shiny red lipstick and wear a beret!
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane I love planes tho the games are weird.
( ) thrown up from drinking

level 5
(x) eaten sushi regretted. Dead fish ugh
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone through internet
( ) been in a mosh pit

level 6
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) liked/loved someone who you can't have Did Arron count? :D
(x) layed on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel

The only time I saw snow, it was on a mountain. 5096 metres up. Was far too weak from lack of oxygen to bother about lying on the floor and moving my hands up and down -.O a hybrid! :D

level 7
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite but failed terribly.
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone mudding
(x) played dress up I am a bimbo at heart sometimes yeah. I put on makeup too! Amy Winehouse is the <3> level 8

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves

( ) gone sledding

(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely

(x) fallen asleep at work / school

level 10
(x) watched the sunset i can see a sunset from where I live. -.O
(x) felt an earthquake Do tremors count?
( ) killed a snake

level 11
(x) been tickled yuanyue.
( ) been robbed / vandalized
(x) been cheated on um yes many times. D: I don't believe anymore DD:
(x) been misunderstood mummy hear this?
level 12
(x) won a contests
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( ) been in a car / motorcycle accident

level 13
( ) had / have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice ~~cream~~ soy! :D in one night recently.
( ) danced in the moonlight nope not THAT nuts yet.

level 14
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it-notes
level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
( ) been to the opposite side of the world

( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep less than a week ago
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons / colored pencils / markers zigs are awfully fun to colour with! :D
(x) sang karaoke note to self: NEVER sing Amei again.
(x) paid for a meal with only coins wait what's a meal? i think I did once. :D

level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't get distracted like now! D:
(x) made prank phone calls received more tho. SCARY D:
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose That's why I don't drink coke now. D:
( ) kissed in the rain
level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) watched the sunset/ sunrise with someone you care/cared about .....my family?
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach or anywhere

level 19
( ) crashed a party
(x) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people. omg it's torture when you have a crazy family. D:
( ) gone rollerskating / blading SCARED OF IT LAH
(x) had a wish come true
( ) been humped by a monkey

level 20
( ) worn pearls dead oysters! D:
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) swam with dolphins
level 21
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cubes and many many popsicles D:
( ) kicked a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) sat on a roof top and watched the stars

level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done / attempted a one-handed cartwheel I fell unglamly.
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours ohno my phone bill D:
(x) recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about uhhuh.

level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
( ) been too scared to watch scary movies alone ohmy i think I'm psycho I watch scary movies and laugh.

level 24
(x) believed in ghosts
(x) have had more then 30 pairs of shoes Have you seen my shoe cupboard?
( ) gone streaking
( ) visited jail

level 25
( ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused hyper times.
level 26
( ) caught a fish, then ate it later
( ) made a porn video/got asked to make one ughhh like I even qualify -.O
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

level 27
( ) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name um I'm sorry WOOPS I FORGOT YOUR NAME AGAIN SORRY WHAT'S YOUR NAME? D:
(x) French braided someone’s hair heh. easier to braid than MINE.
( ) gone skinny dipping
(x) been kicked out of your house mummy. -.O

level 28
( ) rode a roller coaster contrary to popular belief.
( ) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
( ) had a cavity
(x) blackmailed someone
(x) been blackmailed

level 29
(x) been used emotionally. D:
(x) fell going up the stairs it bled ow.

( ) licked a cat ?
(x) bitten someone kindergarten days.
( ) licked someone umm?

level 30
( ) been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) flattened someone’s tires
( ) rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) got five dollars or less worth of gas

Taggy Daggy Lag! :D

1. Shiro :D

2. Yeomy! <3

3. Amber <3

4. Yingbi <3

5. Yingtong <3

6.HEKU <33

7. Hazel :D

8. Gwen here's something to keep your blog alive.

9. Wenhui eeee you never link de.

10. ...anybody who wants to do then do lor.

2008-10-01T12:39:00.005+08:00

It's just not working.
The schedule and all.
What with everybody annoying me.
And everybody screaming at their top of their lungs.
You started it first.
I just retaliated in self-defence.
And suddenly you decided to geykiang.
Now you're being tortured.
It's not my problem darling.
Frankly,
I don't give a damn anymore.
Whatever about family and love.
I'm not sure if it exists anymore.

Video.

2008-09-27T13:54:00.001+08:00

It's so horrid right.

2008-09-26T16:52:00.011+08:00

Went to Amara yesterday.
My cousin's wedding <3

Pretty right.
CHOCOLATE xD

A closer view.It's a bit grainy Dx

One of the most compatible couples I've ever seen! <3>

VEGETARIAN sharkfin soup.

Me, aunt, aunt. I look short because the stranger who took my photo was rather horrible at taking it.

<3>

2008-09-24T19:10:00.001+08:00

I just realised it was me responsible for all this coldness, because I forgot what I did.

2008-09-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Haha I just came back!

because I like this new skin.

I don't really like sharing my feelings,

But anyway.

i guess I should stop losing my journal.

anyways.

FRENCHORAL):

(why did that look like fren choral?)

the teacher was like staring at me all weirdly D:

Je suis mortee.

can't be bothered to put the accent anymore.

My headphones are giving me a monster headache.

But they're really good.

Okayy.

The bits below... umm.

Gongchen just isn't hot anymore):

What's with the acne and nerdy look?

Maybe you can't judge a person after just one week.

Just maybe.

Or maybe he was just having a bad face day! :D

okayy.

hahahahahah stomachcramps on a boy hahahahah

you're very lucky my hard disk is so stupid it can't save stuff.

Backstreetboys <3333

My table DD:

Where's my fcuking phonee

I so stupid turn on silent ohnodon'ttellmeileftitinmoelcohno ):

ok I've packed my room.

SO why can't I find my phone?

rtc tmr.

I don't want to go.

I don't want to strain the relationship between me and my mother further.

When it just got better.

2008-09-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes.

It's amazing how a piece of styrofoam.

A shard of glass.

A mishap on an oil tanker.

A plastic wrapper.

Can actually cause so much death.

Destruction.

Sorrow.

Grief.

How about your words?

Your exploitations,

Your tugging at my heartstrings,

then letting go, sending them flying back to my delicate heart and obeying Newton's laws.

That every force has an equal, and opposite reaction.

I bet you don't know how much I'm hurting.

If only I could turn back time,

And stayed away from you.

If only I could grow taller.

Then.

Maybe I wouldn't have suffered.

Just maybe.

But I don't know.

Maybe it wasn't my fault.

Maybe it was both.

I really don't know.

I don't know about my feelings anymore.

I don't feel anything.

Because I guess that my heart

Has already become desensitized to the constant tugging and releasing.

To the pain.

Until it can't be detected

except for this ache that I can't identify.

If only I could turn back time.

And not do what I did.

2008-09-18T20:56:00.002+08:00

you think I don't know?

You think I don't know that you're trying to rid yourself of me?

Don't worry.

I'm just putting on an act to see how far you will be able to take it.

Apparently,

you have quite a low threshold.

Good then.

Now I know I didn't make the wrong choice by deciding that we wouldn't click.

Or maybe.

Just maybe.

It's a stupid one-sided thing and I'm just getting angry at you over no apparent reason.

But still.

It hurts.

And I'm always getting this feeling of being exploited and surrendering.

And that if I don't please you, I'm sad too.

Maybe this evolved from the misconceptions that we had about each other.

If only you'd tell me the truth.

If only we'd both tell each other the truth.

If only we'd stop putting on facades to distract each other.

If only he hadn't appeared with his big mouth and ruined the friendship we had.

Into something that was intelligible.

Then it wouldn't hurt so much.

Because the truth dosen't hurt as much as the lies.

It won't,

Because then we would go our separate ways,

and never see each other again.

And we'd really begin as strangers all over again.

Maybe, just maybe, we could forge the friendship that was so heartlessly destroyed less than one year ago.

Although that would probably be wishful thinking.

But maybe.

Just maybe.

stupid.

2008-09-16T20:26:00.002+08:00

I can't even celebrate my 100th post.
Just because you blame me for every damn thing.
Just because YOU are the one who can't stand messiness.
What's wrong?
It's MY room, MY mess.
It's perfectly fine for me to shout back at you when you shout at me.
It's called mirroring.
Haven't you heard?
It's a natural process.
And yeah sure. I have a boyfriend.
An inexistent one whose name is Nothing.
Oh and when we marry we'll have nothing children!
Whee.
It's an eyesore? Let me shove it in your face then.
Make sure you have to see it totally clearly.
That MY room is messy.
And that YOU don't play a part.
And you keep finding fault with me.
Checking email is wrong.
Sure. When I'm just downloading the crystallisation file from Zera.
So OMG! You're doing wrong things from the moment you check your mail and/or read this!
If that's the case,
You should start scolding yourself now.

#99! (:

2008-09-13T14:27:00.002+08:00

You find it isn't me.
You find it's you in denial.
That you aren't. what. you. thought. you. were.
That all your words are so noticably fake.
And that what you assume others to be,
aren't what they are.
Oh no! You're so sad, aren't you?
Putting others down because you lack.
That you lack friends that will dare to go crazy IN FRONT OF A TEACHER.
And threaten to throw each other's pencilcases out of the window/school/ onto Mr. Lim's head but know none of them mean it.
And dare to do crazy and totally random stuff like screaming and hugging after they get a little thing correct and write random convos involving dinosaurs and lions and tigers and dogs and pokers and pokees and random vegan facts and terrible and fantastic drawing blended together.
And will resort to the lamest things just to have fun.
Like casting puppydog eyes and laughing on cue.
And egoing and scribbling and egoing some more.
And throwing feathers down stairs and trying desperately to catch them.
Who's putting down now?
Ohhh lemme guess.
you.
ohh what a surprise!
That well, I'm just effing pissed off.
And I swear I' be even without PMS.
And I swear if not for the fact that it was obvious it was all a lie and that I had friends,
I might have resorted to revenge.
Which isn't very nice.
Because as you know, I know psychology.
Once I muster my conversational hypnosis,
You won't know what hit you.
That's why it's called conversational hypnosis.
Everything happens during conversation.

Enough of the being pissed off. Why do that on a person not worth it?
Don't stoop down to their level, my mum used to say and still says.
Anyway,
haha umm COW-SHEEP-DOG-DUCK! <3333
and INCREDIBLE SHRINKING MACHINE(x
and INCREDIBLE ENLARGING MACHINE (x
all while we are poking Rachael's squisheee pencilcase.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
stupid father thinks I'm not doing work.
I am okay.
I'm errr CHECKING FOR GOOD PICS FOR INSPIRATION FOR MY PT
));
anyhow say de.
like you.
But wait.
Why do I classify my father with you?
huh. Like I want to dirty my father's name can.
If like you arh,
then he's already not in Mediacorp.
He'll be sacked can.
so.
although he anyhow says,
he's much better.
In math too.
Duh can.

Should I change my blogskin?
I love the wide writing space.
But should I get a non-navi one?
Or a typing one?
I think I like this.
People tell me if it's okayy can!
Don't kope it ah.

2008-09-10T21:23:00.003+08:00

True friends are friends that, no matter where, will give their best for you.

Including offering to come to RGS specially for you on an ulu saturday when nobody's there because you dumbly forgot there was no comp math.

True friends make you feel alone, without them.

True friends will make you cry, but they will cry inside too.

True friends will be your accomplices and not betray you no matter what.

True friends will take the initiative to get back together when we fight.

True friends will still give you a birthday card during a "cold period" between us because they cannot not give you anything without wondering if the "cold period" was really a "cold period".

True friends leave you craving more because you realise you're empty without them.

True friends will sit with you in the same spot on the canteen table although it's far away from the class just becuase they do not want to disappoint you.

True friends are irreplacable and would (for me) cause a great emo session if the friendship ended.

Just like in April-June this year.

When I thought the friendship had ended, but it was all my fault for not listening to my true friend.

But through that emo period, I made another true friend, who will leak out all her innermost feelings and realise she did that but not feel any remorse.

Therefore I don't think YOU have your true friends yet.

The way you flit from friend to friend, giving that fake actcute look with those eyes that don't show a thing.

I say it's an adaptation to being friendless. Don't let anyone show your insecurity. Don't cry, because it's embarassing. That's what you think.

I cry in class. I still cry. Because I know my true friends won't leave me even if I embarass myself, even if I act like a total suaku and weirdo.

I am anyway. Suaku and weirdo.

But I don't care.

Because I have my true friends.

And books to remind me of them.

See why I like non-fiction books now?

Can't bring myself to read Jap yet, though.

See that, freak? You don't even know the definitions yet you jump to weird conclusions.

That's embarassing. See there you go.

You can't cry, because you will be embarassed.

Embarassed and humiliated.

Because I can predict your feelings.

And because I know what you are inside.

And because you are so much older than me but know nothing.

And you aren't vegan. Heartless enough to not become vegan. Or even vegeterian. Or even control your meat intake.

And too proud to admit that you're insecure.

See those eyes?

You can't glare, face it.

Because you need to actually be able to feel to glare.

Which you aren't able to.

2008-09-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

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heh. I rock can(:

2008-09-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

http://www.yymp3.com/play/11774/150616.htm
omg hearts.

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忘記三個月過去忘記你的消息
忘記忙碌的白天忘記有多空虛
忘記每個紀念日忘記要去哪裡
忘記失眠的黑夜忘記我有多恐懼
忘記每次呼吸忘記每天想你
忘記每一秒都在自己騙自己
如果我真的可以忘記我們的過去
這世上只剩你唯一明白
我背上7的秘密
忘記你常說的話忘記你的微笑
忘記你在我懷裡忘記從前多好
忘記熬過來以前忘記每分每秒
忘記你走了以後忘記我變了多少
忘記上次呼吸忘記上次想你
忘記上一秒還在自己問自己
如果我真的可以忘記我們的過去
這世上除了你誰會明白
我背上7的秘密
如果我真的可以
忘記所有的過去
這世上只剩下你唯一明白
我背起就是你
忘記忘記

2008-09-08T16:46:00.002+08:00

MY PHONE IS BACK!!!! (= ( the cool phone not the crappy phone)
Bro found it under car seat.
Bluetooth I love you<33
But stalkers I hate you.
I got like 99679568756978989786 messages from a withheld number/ number of withheld numbers yeesh.
When my phone crashes I'll go get a new number. No more same number because of stalkers ): 92344xxx <333333!
I miss my lover, Vivian.
You SNATCHED MY LOVER FROM ME!
It's now in your pencilcase )x
And NO YOUR PENS ARE NOT ALL SANE DEAR!

I have to earn 430 BD to advance level sheesh.
Don't know how many more days I will have to struggle without a oneroom flat before I can finally go LEVEL6 xD
I want my level6.
If I starve (which is impossible I'm already underweight sheesh) I may be able to get that amount in like 4-5 gamedays' time?
I finished 5 levels in 6 days no it's so slow noooo )x
urk.
Level6 goals even worse. I need 4000 BA and I only got 877 )x
I'll get like 120 per day and that means I need 26++ days to be able to go level7! )x

2008-09-04T14:20:00.002+08:00

Seriously.

Listening to Ashanti was not on my schedule today.

Nor was debating whether Nelly Furtado did better in her first album or after that.

Nor was realising that now, as I am writing this, there are 235 hits on my blog and only 1 tag. -.-

Well nevermind.

Missbimbo is not googlechrome-friendly.

That's what you get when you're both a bimbo and techfreak.

2008-09-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

Just inserted the hit counter into my blog. Turns out there are many meanmeanmean people out there who come here dun tag. I got like 15 hits in a day can.

The number looks so big now because I added my previous count from my counter. It was over one month but that was when I still had tags ):. Or else look so weird de right. Like the first person (NEVER TAG ARH YOU MEANIE) would come in and ohh look 1 person! like duh my blog still got people go okay. See evidence (=

I not that taggable meh? so sad. Either that or I've got a stalker(same maybe if that then -.- you very lame and despo stalker) who comes to my blog more than 10 times every day.

So if you're not a stalker, tag! I don't want empty tags I'll feel very sad and hurt and as if a knife has plunged into my heart and been left there to bleed and fester and get an infection. If that happens you'll pay my medical bills.

2008-09-03T11:33:00.004+08:00

hahah. no more stalking for the time being since my phones got stolen. :): should I be happy or sad?
Ahwells.
At least I don't get random calls and smses anymore. For the time being.
And the stalker can go sms the thief for all (s)he cares.
Yay. Now the thief can get a taste of what it's like to be stalkeeeeddd.
creep creep.

2008-09-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

age.

add the dots up.

place that you would like to go to.

Fave place.

Fave food.
there's nothing like a vegan chocchip cookie.

Fave colour.
gorgeous.

Fave piece of clothing.
even more gorgeous.

Fave song.
EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT FOR YOU IS THE <3333333. src="http://www.weblogcartoons.com/cartoons/i-have-nothing-to-say.gif">
I don't really like TV shows as they're not realistic most of the time.

Significant other/crush.
eek narcissistic. but well I'm crushless (YAY) for the time being. Love? I don't know what it is yet.

Town/district where I live in.
Wrong CONTINENT, dude.

Screen name/nickname.
Wow. I have a logo made for me.

First job.
noisy baby.

Dream job.

A bad habit.
bored at the wrong times.

Worst fear.
being cheated duh.

One thing I would like to do before I die.
eat sleeping pills so I don't have to die painfully.

First thing you would get if you have over $1 000 000.
It's not enough anyway.

How long I took to finish this.Lol the picture's very lame.

2008-09-02T19:35:00.004+08:00

Yay new shoes.
One Adidas, one fiveinch (hey I want to be talllllll okayy), one Reebok, one Surfer's Paradise.
and I GOT LIPGLOSSS
eek I'm so bimb I hate myself.
it's not lipgloss. it's LIPBALM.
yup.
haha.

okayy so many juniors got into RGS. but SOMEONE's going in there and I don't think I treat that SOMEONE as my junior. SOMEONE pisses me off cann. She's like so disgrace to TAONAN and (hopefully not) RGS. Hope she get 100 for PSLE and then get into some crappy school and she can get WHATEVER SHE WANTS there cannnn.
ok wenhui I'm linking you now.
PHILO JOURNAL DDDDDDDD:
anyway.
should not be slacking now )=
kaysie byes!

Ooh so many labels.

2008-08-30T10:33:00.003+08:00

I saw you looking at me, but I didn't return the look.
I guess that's just because I don't want you to read my feelings, the ones of depair, dread, and not knowing what to do with my emotions.
I guess that's also because I realised you'd changed, physically, and it was like I couldn't bear to see this change in you.
And that I had asked you to change in the first place.
Maybe it's just a coincidence, but it dosen't matter.
Looking at it reminds me of the times we were still friends.
Which I really want to forget.
Because it reminds me that I once cared for you.
But I don't anymore.
I don't even talk to you much, please.
You're no longer a friend.
Remember what I said about demoting you to stranger?
I meant it.
Maybe you don't realise it.
But it's true, and the truth hurts.
I really wish I could just blindly stay your friend.
And save myself from Melpomene's touch.
But I guess it was all fated to be;
That we were destined to be like that.
Friends, turned strangers after one got too high-and-mighty.
And the other one decided that they didn't click anymore.
But my heart still aches.
Because I'm reminded of what used to be.

Interview

2008-08-27T21:14:00.005+08:00

eek.
Yunteng won't let me see her blog! She says she's going to wait for stalkers to find it ><>

AND MEGATRON TAKES A PHOTO OF YOU! HAHAHAHA-vgym/calvin ~~chen~~ GOH

ohno. I think that set the mood for the rest of the interview lor. So it was like they asked me why I wanted to be part of housecomm. not to be mushy lar, but I said I wanted to contribute back to TARBETTTTT and ummm something about making friends(:
Then they asked me about my strengths and how I would contribute to housecomm.
I was like MATH duh it's my ~~only~~ forte. then they were like are you free on saturday? I was like it depends on whether I got compmath or not. Then I said [EEKS] that prolly not. Then I stupidly asked them how many saturdays I had to go for. actually just go for first term jiu gou le wad. the rest I ping ming 75% for compmath lor.
Veron: Then why don't you apply for treasurer?
Me:Umm Uhh I like... thought got age limit de.
Veron: Umm I don't think there is -.-
-THIS BIT WAS STUPIDLY DELETED )): -
( I almost practically run out and after that scribble "tarbet is the <333333333333333>TAONAN and umm he was not at the PICKUPPOINT yet so we scrambled out of the car and I went insane and umm Vivian had to restrain me I was jumping so wildly and we went to the SIDE GATE and I saw GIM POH there and then we hugged. She was like OMG YOU SO TALL SO THIN SO FAIR LIAO I went fair? and showed her my supersupersuper dark legs and she was OK. NOT FAIR. and then I had to go into the CANTEEN and saw my bro. Why did he have to appear so early leh. I could have sucked in more of the ATMOSPHERE. so suay. And then uncle was waiting for us so we had to go back liao so sadd we left the CANTEEN and the SIDEGATE and TAONAN and we sadly went to the car.
Omg I just realised that tone of voice I used is so ShALLOW omg I hate myself I'm not a fiveyearold i want to grow taller wait where did that come from well I don't care anymore I want to go mug chem so oh no byee my mum wants to scold people she's scolded all 3 siblings I'm scared I'm next ooh eek ok byee

[edit] Blogger edited my stuff so it's horribly messed up. Should I change to wordpress?[/edit]

2008-08-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

if only KFC bothered to be honest.
Make your own KFC sign at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com

2008-08-21T15:45:00.001+08:00

now's before french.
Stupid computer is so frickin slow. ><
and that moelc thing keeps popping out in my faceeee
Well nvm
wish me belated luck ppl
gottagoliao
bb
(yiming)

quiz. XD

2008-08-18T19:39:00.001+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Science/Math Nerd (Absolute Insane Laughter as you pour toxic chemicals into a foaming tub of death!) Well, maybe you aren't this extreme, but you're in league with the crazy scientists/mathmeticians of today. Very few people have the talent of math and science is something takes a lot of brains as well. Thank whosever God you worship, or don't worship, so thank no deity whatsoever in your case, for you people! Most of us would have died off without your help.
Musician
Literature Nerd
Social Nerd
Drama Nerd
Anime Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

comon lar. I'm a mathsy sciency(unless you happen to be mrs. lim of course) geek and I know it. xD Singapore got silver!
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
We are SINGAPOREEEEEEE (X

eeeeeee stupid lit. Don't decompose my brain with your dry, over-analysed acid, and let me just roam free thinking about the complicated fabric that math and science have woven for us! (X
omg I'm such a nerd. ><

How happy am I?

2008-08-17T09:59:00.002+08:00

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance/husband/wife.
[x] You have your own room.(if you mean study room lah)
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
TOTAL: 5
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[x] You have beat someone up.[~~until they were on the verge of crying,~~ but they started it first x)]
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] You have been to a concert.
TOTAL: 7
[x] You have over 50 friends on MSN
[x] You have pictures on MSN.
[x] Your parents let you have a friendster. [they don't care.]
[x] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[/] You look forward to going to school. ['cept for the thing we all call mrs. lim...]
[x] You dont wish you were someone else. [Because there are still no people with telekinetic powers yet x)]
[x] You play a sport.[I swim. maybe that's why I'm growing x)]
[x] You do something after school.
TOTAL: 7.5
[ ] You own a car/truck.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[/] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life [unless you mean with french or smth.]
[x] You have friends.
TOTAL: 3.5
[x] You know what is going on in the world.[somewhat...actually all the select bits. x)]
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[ ] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language. [3 to be exact. but all of them are ~~totally screwed~~ rather pathetic.]
[x] You have a screen name. [wonk.HYACINTH x)]
[x] You own a pet.(collieeeeee)
[ ] You dont know the words to more than 5 songs.
[/] You don't have any enemies. [on and off. Does that count?]
[x] You are happy where you're living.[we are Singapore, we are Singapore, we will stand together hear the lion roar. x)]
TOTAL: 7.5
OVERALL: 30.5^3=91.5 A :D
101%+: A+
100-90%: A
89-80% : B
79%-70% : C
69%-60%: D
59%-00% : F

I'm a happy person! At least that's what I'm supposed to be.

omg I think I know too much...stuff for a sec 1. [friday]

upon 72(:

2008-08-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

Shall be so procrastinaty(!) I will do this.

[]the dark
[] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
(subtotal:1)

[] being touched
[] fire
[/] deep water(only if there are undercurrents)
[] snakes
[] silk
[x] the ocean(dam scared of undercurrents can)
[] failure(good way to be determined. ZOMG i suck.)
[x] success(scared head big wad)
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
(subtotal:2.5)

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[/] death(if it's slow)
[] heaven
[x] being robbed(last time my dad's boss got stabbed in the back and robbed. so scary D:)
[] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes(if death comes, accept it.)
(subtotal:4)

[] hurricanes(same here.)
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[/] poverty(I think the values that poverty breeds are invaluable. give and take darling.)
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] becoming blind(I'm half blind anw)
[x] becoming deaf(noooooooo I need my ears I love them DD:)
[] growing up(wanna be tall(:)
(subtotal: 8.5)

[] creepy noises in the night(got used to them liao. Got a cat in my attic man.)
[/] bee stings
[/] not accomplishing my dreams/goals(technically I don't have many. but still.)
[/] needles(only the hypodermic ones.)
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets
[] fear(fear is a good tactic in psychology.)
(total:10)

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars, dirty, dirty liars.

So I'm between fearless and normal. Wooo.(:

2008-08-10T10:21:00.004+08:00

Whatever. I'll just post Empty and Mary Jane normal format. I really love the lyrics, it made me cryy T_T
EMPTY

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying too hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're empty

Mary Jane

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that
I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever
happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being
friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary
jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
(had to fall)
Would you even
find the time for that at all
Tell me how
(tell me how)
Help me say
the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause
time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you
see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh
whatever happened to
Mary jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

Cause time
has taken back
Everything I thought we had

Tell me how
(mary
Jane)
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
Nothings gonna
change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought
you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I
let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary jane
Ooh ooh
Oh
whatever happened to
Ooh ooh
Mary jane

Posting the videos in the others column.

hope this works

2008-08-10T10:08:00.002+08:00

Song lyrics Mary Jane lyrics

2008-08-10T09:24:00.006+08:00

Great. I'm being stalked.
First I get countless weird smses in some weird language by some weird withheld number.
Then I get called by another(same?) withheld caller.
At 12am every frickin day.
Now I get an imposter.
srsly. The person should get a life already.
Stalking me? when I'm not stalker-worthy at all. -.-
Pity that guy/girl/whatever.
Really. Srsly.

2008-08-07T20:29:00.003+08:00

Your eyes fleet upon the clinically-white plastic bag thrust into the room as you dread the next few minutes, trying not to register the pungent antiseptic smell piercing the air like a hypodermic needle, and attempting futilely to banish the thought of the bitter tablets being forced down your throat.
You slowly tear open the packaging of the first tablet, the meticulous packaging taunting you slowly, as if pushing a gigantic syringe needle in you and slowly pulling the plunger, sucking the blood out drop by drop. You wonder at the time and resources the doctors must have used to wrap each and every antibiotic tablet in shiny foil that reflected your disgusted face as you open it to find a tablet, white as a sheet, with a line so fastidiously cut a scalpel might have been used to cut it.
You force it between your pursed lips, trying to dismiss the sharp gush of bitterness in your mouth, and try hopefully to wash it down with a big mugful of glassy, comparedly sweet water. You succeed, but just barely, as you remember bitterly the blockage in your throat just milliseconds ago.
Next came the Strepsils. The packet the twelve tablets are clothed in is strangely tough, you mutter as you attempt to tear open the smooth and reflective wrapping. The wrapper finally gives way and you see twelve perfectly round circles encased in a chequered, metal surface, each of them a strange iridescent turquoise in colour. You pick the package up and, after hovering hesitatingly over one of the twelve pristine lozenges, takes the plunge and pushes the lozenge out of its prison, breaking the foil in the process. The now-free lozenge now lies in your palm, its manufactured lacquer glistening crudely in the light. You slip it between your reluctant lips and try your best to endure the cloying sweetness of the mixture of Amylmetacresol B.P., 2.4-Dicholorobenzyl Alcohol, and Lignocaine Hydrochloride Ph. Eur.

I am an excellent anti-medicine speaker.(:

no title(:

2008-08-05T20:17:00.003+08:00

GONGCHENILUVYOU<3333333333333333 25th darling!
you smartsmart senior!(:
anw.
15 marks for SMO.
One mark from second round.
All because I answered one question with the QUESTION.
Given perimeter, what is area?
Answer:Perimeter. I SUCK D:
anw Minyan was busy emoing becuase Mrs Sia said she did badly.
Minyan you did ok wadd, bronze is fine ok(:
Cheryl Goh you poor thing DDDDD: one more mark to gold! Well we know you're good anw (:
Listening to David Cook now.
He actually sounds kinda good(:
Never realised.
But I think the other David looks cooler
I don't like facial hair. DDDD;
Anw BUNNY DIDN'T GET IN! sorry bunny. but still WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:
Don't have to withstand him bragging
And I love you Gong Chen.
<33333333333333333333333333333 XD

2008-08-02T21:39:00.010+08:00

span >ok because I am so effing bored that I koped from amber the ~~geniousish~~genious and talented singer cum composer of a junior(:
1)What is the connection between you and the last person who SMSed you?
Alvis. Umm nice-in-disguise paikia senior cum lornawhiston classmate who brings sweets for us to kope? (:
2)Do you ever turn off your cell phone?
There's something called "One more time and I'll be SOMed."
3)What happened on 10.10am today?
I was um talking to mr ang(AGAINST MY WILL HE SAT NEXT TO ME ON THE TABLE OK) at the queens staffroom with sherilyn rebecca wearn xin rachael hmm who else?
4)When did you last cry?
today. because my sister(YES YOU ERCH)kicked me very hard when i was sleeping.
5)What is your favourite food?
basically i like ~~apple seeds cos I don't die from eating them~~magaritas. Although they're alcoholic and I'll probably die from liver cancer but ahh watever.
6)What do you want in life now?
To apologise to everybody I've hurt, love back those who love me and show that I do, and fulfil my purpose as a Buddhist. And to get my stupid ipod charged!(:
7)Do you carry your umbrella when it rains, or do you just put up your hood?
I love my jacket too much. Whadya think? oh i take out my jacket and put my file over my head.
8)What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
It's called the mattress. I don't sleep on a bed. And FYI, I like my mattresses nice and boring.
9)What bottom are you wearing now?
tight-fitting threequarters that show my enormous thighs. Probably going to throw them away soon. They actually motivate me to exercise D:
10)What's the nicest text in your inbox?
My hypnosis lessons duh.
11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
By accident. When I'm clingy I think you're a tru friend, but after a while I change my mind. That's how I are.
12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed?
Um no?
13)What was the last movie you watched?
Money No Enough 2. The ama was soooo cute! =D
14)What are you proud of?
Singapore(: and umm i don't know. My friends and family beccause they're so effing loyal.
15)Do you like your ex?
I.Don't.Have.One. unless you count my excrush whom I don't talk to much anymore. He is quite nice. I don't like mean ppl. HEARD THAT?
16)What was the last song you last sang out loud?
It's called the school song. I couldn't get the tune of the Hady Mirza song because I was too busy staring at Nat Ho :P
17)Do you have a nickname?
Wonk., Hyacinth,Xin Sai(pam...),(newly)worm.
18)What does your last received message say?

(fw)Ghost festival is cming.When'sme1'call u frm behind dun turn
arnd,if there is something on the floor,dun take,go hme be4 6p.U mst send dis
to9ppl.If u dun send dis sms, when u bathe sme1 will be sitting on the toilet
bowl,whenu look into the mirror,sme1 will be behind u,when u're alone
watchingtv,sme1 will sit beside u if u duun believe IDKwad to do.Dun send
me.It'll be worse.Sorry i've been force to do this.

alvis see how lame you are?
19)What time did you go to bed last night?
10.30. slept too late night before.
20)When you feel down, who will you go to?
It's called a journal.
21)Are you currently happy?
What makes you think so?
22)Who gives you the best advice?
MY MOM!(: and sometimes wikihow, howstuffworks and videojug <3
23)Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
DUH look at my thighs.
24)Who did you talk on the phone last night?
My mom...
25)Is anything bugging you right now?
Why I can't be more tactful. And whether I should perform in the Sept hols.
26)Do you wear toe socks?
Would love to <3
27)Who was the last person you missed call from?
Mom.
28)Have you ever had your heart broken?
As in crush? twice.
29)What annoys you the most?
read the first bit for bugging. and umm people who think I'm annoying.
30)Do you have a crush on anyone?
NOPE record 2 months crushless!(:
31)Do you love your life?
Yea kinda(:
32)What is the colour of your room?
one part pink four parts white (:
33)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
duhhh
34)Do you believe the saying"talk in cheap"?
don't understand.
35)Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
um me?
36)Who was the last person to hug you?
my sis. because she was doing this together with me.
37)Did you see the last person you kissed?
Um...I don't kiss. Yet.
38)Do you have a life?
Am I alive? That is the question.
39)Do you think someone died when they really didn't?
As in psychologically or what?
40)What is the reason behind your profile song?
It's a playlist. I think they relate to me or the voices are nice.
41)Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
My sis. I was dreaming that we were um flying paper airplanes. Don't laugh.
42)When was the last time you smiled?
now. I don't think it's very hard to smile. fakely.
43)Have you changed this year?
A lot. I've seen rivalry, bimbo-ish-ness, experienced one of the worst forms of nostalgia, and become less extraverted.
44)What are you listening to right now?
YES933(: and my sis.
45)Are you talking to some when you are doing this?
Read above.
46)Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
I don't sleepwalk. But I don't usually give a dam about my surroundings.
47)Is there a quote you live by?
There's no love without a little heartache.
48)What is your favourite word?
wonk. See I'm so ego.(:
49)Have you ever played an instrument?
umm it's called the pianoforte. and the electone. and aesthetics... gah aesthetics.
50)What is your worst idea this week?
Whether I should look at SOMEONE in a different manner. Luckily he was annoying enough to stop me.
51)What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
dreaming about flying airplanes.
52)Are you happy with your love life right now?
I, happily, don't have one. Unless it's a crush. Which I lapse in and out of too often it dosen't count. Other than those few times when it almost became love. And the heartache started and well I hated that person for a while than it was ok again.
53)What song describes your love life?
勇敢 by a-mei. I get too much heartache.That's why I don't like crushes. They remind me too much of love.
54)Does the person know you like him/her?
umm who do I like?Nobody.For now.Hah.
55)Who always make you laugh?
Some ppl from TN who I just love(PLATONICALLY)even if they're guys. I just treat them as siblings kay. unless i crush on them. which well is a different story.
56)Do you speak other languages other than English?
It's called Chinese. French. And a little bit of Malay. And choice Hokkien profanities. Just that some of them are reserved for guys.
57)Are you blond(e)?
Nooo I like my coconut-hazelnut-blackish hair fine.
58)What is your middle name?
Topaz.DUH
59)What are you doing tomorrow?
to chiong hw.[edit]which I am NOT doing now.[/edit]
60)What do you think you are like?
Myself.
61)Who would you choose to die with?
my family esp my mum and erch.Me and erch would probably laugh to death.Actually, she's one of the few people who will make me laugh the hardest, even if it isn't always everytime.
62)Where have you been today?
School. Laguna. Home.
63)What game do you often play?
I don't play games. I do quizzes.
64)~~Who~~what are you missing right now?
taonan<333333333333
65)If you are to choose between friends & love, what would you choose?
umm aren't friends love?
66)What are you doing right now?
doing this stupid thing.
67)What school are you from?
Delcare,Temasek,Taonan,and now RG.
68)Name three colours that you like.
BLUE,WHITE(taonan)and GREEN(mint)
69)What emotion do you like to show?
bored.I can't be bothered to exercise my facial muscles.
70)What is life to you?
Not being dead.
71)If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
It's called a journal again...
72)Who did you last chat with in msn today?
forgot liao. SORRY!D:
73)Which month are you born in?
November <333>
74)How are you feeling right now?
um bored?
75)What is the time now?
9.38 post meridiem.
76)Where are you now?
It's called the study room.
77)What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I don't dye...
78)Who do you love most?
My mumerch. Which is a combi of mum and erch.
79)Why are you doing this?
Because I started doing it and ain't supposed to stop now.
80)What feeling do you hate most?
Misunderstood-ness.
81)At what age do you plan to marry?
29, just like my mom.
82)Who is more important to you?Boyfriend or friends?
Friends. Since I've got no bf.
83)Do you have enough confidence?
dunno. It's falling nowadays.
84)Who are the ppl you trust most?
Some guys and my family. But my family first.
85)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
duh but not figuratively
86)If you can have a dream to come true,what will it be?
To apologise to everybody I've upset.
87)What is your goal this year?
read above.
88)Do you believe in eternal love?
Why not? :D but I need to be sure first.I don't want to love unneccessarily.
89)What feeling do you love most?
happiness.
90)What countries do you like to go to most?
I want to go to Guatemala!(:
91)Do you treasure every friendship of yours?
Yes.
92)Who cares for you the most?
My family.
93)What do you think is the most important in your life?
Mumerch. and the rest of my family.
94)Describe the person who last tagged you
Erch. crazy girl who happens to be my sister.Lovable anw.
95)What have regretted in your whole life?
Making people upset.And not loving when I should have, causing others heartbreak/ache.
96)How will you feel when nobody cares for you?
Very upset. Suicidal maybe...
97)What are you addicted to?
It's called CAPPUCCINO <33333333333333
-insert two blank questions here.-
100)Do you enjoy this survey?
It was ok.

2008-07-21T13:53:00.002+08:00

Addicted to Blogthings I am.

You Are Occasionally a Jerk Magnet

You've been known to attract real jerky guys from time to time...
But the truth is, you know what you're getting into. You can help but love bad boys.

Are You a Jerk Magnet?

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

What Finger Are You?

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

You Like Names That Are Cutting Edge and Exotic

You love creative names and names from foreign cultures.
You believe names should be expressive and interesting.

You like names that are unusual, striking, and powerful.
You couldn't imagine naming your child or pet anything "normal."

Some female names you might like: Amaya, Celestine, Danessa, Fawn, Kenya, Monet, Serenity, and Tia

Some male names you might like: Drake, Flint, Harley, Kendrick, Pascal, Romeo, and Timber

What Kind of Names Do You Like?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship
And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can
Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing
A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

You Are Most Like Carrie!

You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date.
But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal?
It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky.
Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a
great closet of clothes, no matter what!

Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year...

Totally different from any guy you've dated.

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

I like Carrie.

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air.
You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals.
Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

You Should Get An Asian Inspired Tattoo

Mysterious and expressive
You like to show off, but you also like to keep some allure

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Make a Good First Impression

You probably are making a much better impression than you realize.
Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do.
If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does.

Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image.
Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener.
The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

You Are Big Black Boots!

You can be best described as: attitude
You've got lots of it - and you love to give it
A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you
But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little

What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Response is: Stay Calm

You don't have much of a fight or flight response.
In fact, you rather do neither. You don't like getting worked up.

You are able to approach most threats calmly and rationally.
You don't let your emotions get the best of you!

How Do You Respond: Fight or Flight?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy
You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on
You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time.
Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety!
Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.
You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

Can't really comment on them.

2008-07-19T11:29:00.002+08:00

You Are Fairly Normal in Love

When it comes to love, you have fairly normal ideas and expectations.
Your relationships and ideas may be a bit quirky at times...
But you see love the same way as most people do.

Why You Are Normal in Love

You are normal because you believe more than one soulmate is possible.

You are normal because you rather die before your romantic partner.

Why You Aren't Normal in Love

You are abnormal because you have been in love with two people at the same time.

You are abnormal because you kiss on the first date.

Are You Normal in Love?

You Are Profoundly Disturbing

You're weird, freaky, and maybe even a little psycho.
You aren't just attracted to darkness - you thrive in it.
Your interests are downright creepy, and you may even lack normal human empathy.
While there's no harm in enjoying the macabre, remember to keep your vilest thoughts to yourself!

Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

You Have OK Karma

You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try!
While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it.
You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third).
Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you.

How's Your Karma?

You'll Find Love Through Friends

Your friends get you better than any guy ever has
And they're the perfect people to introduce you to your soulmate
So look and act you're best with them, even if it's a girl's night out
You never know who they might find for you!

Where Will You Find Your Dream Guy?

You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman.
You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.

A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you.
And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.

You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.
You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Not a Player, But You Dabble In the Game.

Sometimes a girl just wants to have fun- and when it's fun you're after, you get it.
But when you want a relationship, you seem to score that as well.
What you want changes from day to day and from guy to guy.
Luckily, you've got the skills to get whatever you want - and pass the leftovers on to your friends.

When It Comes to Men, Are You a Player?

Your PMS Disaster Level: High

You are definitely a PMS disaster!
At least you're only scary a few days of the month.

Are You a PMS Disaster?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene

You are most like this muse of tragedy.
While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness.
Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side.
And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

What Muse Are You?

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.
There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.

You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.
You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.

You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.
You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

You Are 40% Gross

You're a tad gross, but generally you're a clean, hygienic person.
No one can be perfectly clean all the time, and it's better to be human than a neat freak.

How Gross Are You?

too lazy to comment.

2008-07-19T10:52:00.001+08:00

You Are 92% Bipolar

You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life.

Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder.

Are You Bipolar?

Have you seen me at my most moodswingingish?

2008-07-18T17:11:00.002+08:00

You Should Play the Guitar

You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn.
You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed.

You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book.
It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you.

Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play.
You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star.

Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious

Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

I don't even have a guitar at home.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.

With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's The True You?

Isn't this a bit contradictory?

Your Vocabulary Score: B-

You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.
Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!

How's Your Vocabulary?

How am I supposed to respond?

You Are "Tearful"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

ok...

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers
And no wonder: you live life to the fullest!
When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place
But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

I agree.

Your Spelling is Perfect

You got 10/10 correct.

Your spelling is excellent. You also have a great memory and eye for detail.

How's Your Spelling?

cmon. My memory is infamous.

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.
You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.

You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.
In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.

You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.
You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

This one is correct.

You Are 36% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.
You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!

Are You a Slacker?

Isn't it more of 100% slacker?

You Are Electronic Music

You are energetic and expressive. You love feeling alive.
You never get sick of your favorite things - they're what makes life special.
You don't take tradition or conventions too seriously. You live for the future.
You enjoy remixes and re-interpretations of things. Life is about making improvements.

What Kind of Music Are You?

This one is quite right.

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you.
And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance.
If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life!

For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red

The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are

The consequences of more black in your life:

You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation
You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path
You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations

What Color Do You Need?

That's why I'm craving for a BLACK phone.

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.
You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.
However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.
Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

uhhuh.I'm not despo.

You Are Catwoman

"Life's a bitch. Now so am I."

What Superheroine Are You?

Agree. Shouldn't your environment shape you?

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

That's because I prefer illusion to reality.

You Are Bare Feet

You are a true free spirit, and you can't be tied down.
Even wearing shoes can be a little too constraining for you at times!

You are very comfortable in your own skin.
You are one of the most real people around. You don't have anything to hide.

Open and accepting, you are willing to discuss or entertain almost any topic.
You are a very tolerant person. You are accepting and not judgmental.

You should live: Somewhere warm

You should work: At your own business, where you can set the rules

What Kind of Shoe Are You?

I think so...

You Are 58% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

really? only 58%?

You Are 66% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.

How Vain Are You?

That little?

Your Mind is NC-17 Rated

You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

I will never be pure. Never.

Your Stripper Song Is

Master and Servant by Depeche Mode

"There's a new game
We like to play you see
A game with added reality
You treat me like a dog
Get me down on my knees"

Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.

What Song Should You Strip To?

What...?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

apparently I changed from extraverted to introverted. Sweet.

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy.
Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems.

You would make an excellent:

Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian
Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer
Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher

The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Do you see that counselor bit there? yes? ok that's me.

You Are 84% Open

To say that you're comfortable in your own skin would be an understatement.
You're very into yourself, and you love to tell everybody everything about you.
While you may have the makings of the next Oprah, it's likely that people sometimes tune you out!

How Open Are You?

Agree totally.

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

I'm only sensitive to guys and select girls. the rest? Don't really give two hoots.

Your Birthdate: November 28

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6

You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Here's hoping that my true love isn't one of the heartbreaks.

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
ok...

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

phew.

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world
But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average
Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...
And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?
If you say so...

Your Learning Style: Enthusiastic and Imaginative

You are always up for an intellectual challenge - in fact, hard subjects are actually easiest for you.

You Should Study:

Advertising
Astronomy
Biology
Chemistry
Finance
Journalism
Marketing
Physics

What Should You Study?

why do my quiz results contradict?

You Are A Social Butterfly

You love your friends so much...
You're motto is "the more, the merrier"!
Making sure everyone's included is your mission
And you always prefer a group of ten to a group of two

What Kind of Friend Are You?

contradiction, you do stick to me doncha.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test
yes.

You Are Fall!

Thoughtful
Expressive
Creative
Poetic
Smart

What Season Woman Are You?
That picture...what does it have to do with fall?

You Are A Little Honest

Sometimes you do the right thing, but not often
You prefer to look out for yourself most of the time
But sometimes honesty does get the better of you
Here's hoping you answered this quiz honestly

How Honest Are You?
A little? How about practically nonexistent.

Your Depression Level: 80%

You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help.

Are You Depressed?

I don't really give a damn about professional help.

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem gentle and sensitive.

In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

really? tell me. in my face.

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

seriously. contradiction, will you frikkin get off me?
Done. finally.

2008-07-18T15:44:00.003+08:00

I have a thing below my nose that calls itself a would-be annoying pimple and I agree with it. Totally.
I love brothel creepers.
They make me look tall while keeping balance (no wedge) and protection (covered).
And RGS never said it did not allow it.
Hah.
I'll find a nice tall thick whitish one and tower over y'all without being booked! (:
(well, some of you. I can't possibly tower over Wu You D: )
(And I don't even know if I will be able to find one that is legally 75% white.)

Well.

The reunion was more of a RI taonanites reunion than not. Me and Cheryl were the only girls and we were stoning while Clarence was ~~rambling unnecessarily~~ talking about stuff like bondage (!) and excuses for not doing stuff. I can't say I'm surprised.
And nobody remotely pokable was there. See Alex you spoilsport.
anw, I haven't done my lit pt DDDD:
but on a brighter note, my history pt is still ok =)
kk for the sake of my pts I will stop.
Bubbyes! (although I think nobody reads anw with my frequent changing of url and such)

2008-07-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

2008-07-16T13:08:00.002+08:00

1.07 post meridiem.

I'm going to kope you dom.

Although that post is damn outdated.

but still.

MUSIC MEME:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 3 people.
5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Mercy-Duffy
No in no way will I beg for mercy today. "you got me begging you for mercy" no way man.
2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
This one-Bubble Toy
Um. What does a song about flirting and toys have to do with my life? ~~Am I going to spend my whole life flirting or something?~~ zomg that will never happen.
3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Addicted-Simple Plan
Addicted to who? What?
4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
With You-Chris Brown
With the current reader of this blog? I don't practise polygamy.
5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
拥有-张学友
Woah.
6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Hot-Avril Lavigne
I'm going to be in love with someone. Like I don't know.
7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Leave out all the rest-Linkin Park
Um. Does that mean I'm a loner? No I'm not.I so fit in with rgsmathsoc! (:
8. HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
你和我-张栋梁
Get a partner fast? woah. I'm not 16.
9. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
曹操-林俊杰
so if I call for them they will come? REMOTE CONTROL!=.=
10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
只对你有感觉-飞轮海feat Hebe
I will fall in love with someone in love with me. I wish...
11. TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Runaway-Avril Lavigne
um. They ran away from home? They are escapees ? Probably not ba. idk.
12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
忘记你我做不到-张学友
It's not going to work out? I'm going to die? NOOOOOOOOOO
13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
再别康桥-S.H.E.
I'm going to leave them at 康桥 wherever that is? I can't commit suicide there. I swim.
14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
对不起我爱你-梁静如
many people love me but apologise for it? uhh. I love love.
15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Ti Amo-炎亚纶feat刘力扬
I will be loved! (:
16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
继续爱上你-唐禹哲
That I will continually love a person? -.-
17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
是谁偷偷偷走我的心-张学友
Yes in a sad way? ewww
18. HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
如果有一天-梁静如
Only if that day happens? Let fate decide much?
19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
恋人未满-S.H.E.
to be unsatisfied when I'm in love? might as well remain unloved. (besides my relatives duh)
20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
落叶归根-王力宏
means nothing to me.
21. What song would you strip to?
L-O-V-E-林俊杰
L!-strips-O!-strips-V!-strips-E!-strips- suuure. How many articles of clothing do I need?
22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
天黑黑-孙燕姿
Sing a random old ppl song to him? Until he snores? And then steal the candy? Uhhuh.
23. WHAT DOES YOUR MUM THINK OF YOU?
Big Big Girl-Emilia
um that's sweet.
24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Hips Don't Lie-Shakira
I...dance? suuure. Like a llama, as I always say.
And my hips are rather stiff...
25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
星期六的深夜-王力宏
aww you lonely THING.... -evilness takes over-....Kanna ditched aye?
26. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
谢谢你的温柔-飞轮海&S.H.E.
People are gentle to me? Like real. Maybe relative to me in terms of the guys, but still...
27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
爱在一起-唐禹哲&Kimi
That's nice. Quite sweet. And Danson actually sounds good here with Kimi! <3

5.35 post meridiem

2008-07-15T17:34:00.003+08:00

5.36 post meridiem.

I've lost my phone. Final. My darling W910 has disappeared into thin air.
So now I have to 1) get a birthday present in advance 2)spend three quarters of my savings on a new phone ( i.e. the W760i).
The first one would be better but um I don't think my parents would be too willing to let that happen, hmm?
And it's quite a good excuse to go camwhoring given the 3.2 megapixel camera.
Anyway, GEP Reunion! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
11am at ECP Mac. If my mother won't let me go, I will go there myself. No matter what will happen when I get home.
See I'm so sacrificial.

2008-07-08T21:09:00.003+08:00

8.19 post meridiem.

Sunny, my top is NOT goth. nor minnie mouse, as zenia and deuti think.

It is a nice flowy tunic...thingy.

And our gym routine totally sucked. I was too slow in forwardrolling...

ah nvm.

Sunny so owes me one.

Maybe one of her kitkats for free?

didn't think so, yiming.

7:56 post meridiem

2008-07-07T19:30:00.006+08:00

7.56 post meridiem.

I so want an z200fd.
OMG I love you z200fd.
OMG I will ~~trade my Alex Rider collection and Maximum Ride collection~~ save up for you like crazy.
And when I get you I will go crazy snapping pictures!
That went overboard.
sometimes when someone has hurt you you can't trust them to be nice to you again.
no matter how nice they may seem.
therefore it's best not to care.
numbness rocks.
Join the numbness movement.

did you read the above gray bit?
now. close your eyes. darken your mind.
and erase it from your mind.
so as to not annoy, irritate, fluster, worry or upset you.
and today we went to rei's house!
I was terribly late.
And I bumped into Pamela while crawling under her.
And I love the udon's mushrooms.
And we managed to do ~~a little bit~~ most of the work.

And Xinjie's friend, Sarah Liu, is VERY guai.
The type that I will never be.

I want to go to Antarctica now with my laptop and my handphone and a z200fd.
Where it is the darkest and most numbingly-cold.
Where I will be a nice and happy little iceberg.
And where it isn't dangerous to love.

And where it isn't stupid to protect your gadgets (since they are more in danger of dying than you)

2008-07-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

Verse 1

I rememeber way back way back when
I said i never wanna see your face again
Cause you were loving yes you were loving somebody else
And i knew oh yes i knew i couldnt control myself
And now they bring you back into my life again
And so i put on a face just like your friends
But i think you know oh yes you know whats going on
Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong

Chorus

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
Im standing upright on my own

Verse 2
You used call me up from time to time
And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
The words of love lay on my lips just like a curse
And i knew oh yes i knew they'd only make it worse
And now you have the nerve to play along
Just like the mistro beats in your song
You get your kicks you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you give the more i want so foolishly

Chorus
But i will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
Im standing upright on my own...

No i will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
Im standing upright on my own

Never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
Im standing upright on my own

Go Duffy! You rock.

Btw sorry for leaving my blog to frost for a while, as I am currently entangled in an emotional mess.
Damn feelings.
Is that why I realise I've just become number?
You'll get a block of ice by sec4.
I promise.

2008-06-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

Haha I koped this from chainmail.they asked for 20 ppl, at least 3 opposite gender.
1) ERCH
2) PAMPILLA
3) HANNAH
4) CLAIRE
5) LAURA (YMR) (:
6) CHUNING (go fearsome five. RAWR.)
7) RACHEL CHIA (ex-tps-er)
8) JIA MIN (cannot remem surname liao. Ex-tps-er)
9) PEIRU(cousin)
10) JIAMIN (cousin)
11) YEOMY
12) DAMINI
13) VGYM
14) STEPH(anie koay)
15) RACHAEL LO (angel)
16) CHERYL YAU
17) JUEYING
18) JIANYANG/BRITNEY/FIFI/what else?
19) JIANQING (ran out of names. Fif.’s bro)
20) ARRON
1) How did you meet 14? [steph]
RG…

2)What would you do if you haven't met no. 1? [erch]
ummm. She would be nonexistent (touch wood)?

3) What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? [peiru and arron]
peiru already got bf lar.

4) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [chuning and jueying]
They're both straight. I hope.

5) Describe no.3. [Hannah]
COOL NY-ER/GUZHENG-ER/FEARSOMEFIVE-ER! We wuv Hannah.

6) Do you think no 8 is attractive? [JiaMin]
Quite lar, in a cute way. (:

7) Tell me about no. 7. [Rachel Chia]
cuute girl who still remembers me after…4 years without contact? And my number too.

8) Do you know anyting bout no.12's family? [Damini]
nopee

9)What is no 18's favourite? [fifi]
Dunno. Dog bone? Fetch, fifi! (:

10) What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? [Yeomy]
noooooo we’re straight.

11) What language does 15 speak? [Rachael Lo]
English. :D

12) Who is 9 going out with? [Peiru]
Her bf! (:

13) How old is 16 now? [Cheryl Yau]
Dunno. 11 going to 12? Or 12 orredy?

14) When was the last time you talked to 13? [Vgym]
this morning.

15)No. 2's fav singer? [Pam.]
dunno.

16) Would you date no.4 ? [Claire]
NOOOOO we’re straight.

17) Would you date 7? [Rachel Chia]
read:above.

18) Is 15 single? [Rachael Lo]
think so… hope so.

19) What's 10's last name? [JiaMin]
Wu. Kinda hurts me to say the surname of her late dad.

20) Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11? [Yeomy]
no.

21)What school does 3 go to? [Hannah]
NYGH.

22)Where does 6 live? [Chuning]
umm. Pasir Ris if I’m not wrong.

23) What's your fav thing bout 5? [Laura YMR]
HEKUUUU I love her fangirlish-ness! (: and her being on exactly the same wavelength as me, up to our taste for guys! (:

carnt think of a title

2008-06-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

well nvm.
I just finished finding 6 cheemcheemcheem poems for that ~~veryveryveryveryveryannoying~~ literature thingy.
from a cheemcheemcheem book.
Akhmatova,Anna. Our Own Land. Miramax Books, America 2003.
There, Miss Chen.
Don't say I don't read my notes.
although actually I don't.
Well whatever.

sorry taonan.
about the smo.
I didn't even get in.
and sorry 109.
sorry mrs. sia.
sorry rgsmathsoc.
sorry rgs.
and sorry, my parents.

2008-06-09T09:29:00.003+08:00

How Hot Are You? Your Result: Your Extremely HOTT You Scored As Extremely HOTT.Everybody Knows Your Hot And Everybody Wants To Be With You And Be you.You Love To Flaunt Your Hotness And People Love To Watch!!You Are Just Flat Out Hotttt!!!
Your Ugly
Your HOT
How Hot Are You?

lol i'm extremely hot. woo.

-tries to stare seductively at mirror-
-mirror stares back-

ok. maybe that did not work.

2008-06-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

I just realised.

(let x be someone)
I have broken x's heart, by having had mine broken.

Tho it's last year, I still feel the pain.

And I had led x to believe I liked someone else, when actually it was x .

That I liked, I mean.

Sorry, x. You know who you are.[/sob]

[scream]

And now the person I like is TOMMY PAGE!

~~[/scream]~~ nah I'm not gonna stop.

He's 38 now, but when he was 20 he was -SWOON- -wakes up- HAWT.

And Min Yan still think's he's kinda hot at 38.

maybe.

but he's kinda fat already.

pfftttttt.

just like elvis.

but anyway he wont die in 4 years time... will he?

-crosses fingers-

2008-06-01T11:05:00.004+08:00

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down
It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

Chorus:
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone
cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A shoulder to cry on
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on
Chorus:
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone,
you won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely on
When the whole world's gone,
you won't be alone
'cause Ill be there
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on
omg this made me cry. How nice to have such a friend. (Actually I already do. They're in NUSH, DHS, NY and RG. the 5 of us. the FEARSOME FIVE!!! -nostalgic-)

21:50:56

2008-05-18T21:33:00.004+08:00

SORRYSORRYSORRY I haven't been posting in like AGES. especially since like it's after the myas. Well nvm i shall start.
WE WENT TO DEMPSEY'S HILL TODAE IT WAS SO COOL we went to Jone's grocer or whatever it was called and OMG THE CAPPUCCINO IN THERE IS SO GOOD EVEN BETTER THAN STARBUCKS OR GELARE'S OR MCCAFE it's -toooot-ing good. Even the decaf rocked. I had like, 4? 5? cappuccinos before I finally decided to go(or rather was pushed out).
Ooh barracks has really good art. On the furniture, paper, DOORS, whatnot. The female toilet is called PUSSYcat and the male toilet is called COCKadoodle. OMG I dun think they take into account some innocent guaikia's souls when they 1.walk into the wrong toilet. 2. Realise the meaning suddenly.
But the toilets are cool.
A cubicle will have a quote inside. Something about the confusion and mess in this world. Some ANONYMOUS thingy. ooh anonymous. -looksatdeviantart- ok maybe not.

2008-05-14T21:02:00.003+08:00

Staring into the distance…reflecting back into the past
Just thinking about
what we had and how it would always last.
Thoughts of your innocent smile
and your loving touch,
And all that you have given me…oh so much.
How we
shared both the good times and the bad,
But always remembering the best
moments we had.
I think about those true feelings and that very first kiss,
So intense, yet caring…that’s what I’ve come to miss.
But then came so
much pain and relentless fears,
Feelings of frustrations and uncontrollable
tears.
You know I tried…you know I changed,
But you always just fuckin’
complained.
You said you loved me…you said you cared,
But something
happened and now you’re not there.
You broke my heart and you broke your
promise,
Don’t deny it, please don’t even try,
Whatever you say is just
another damn lie.
You’re shallow…insensitive…and selfish too.
It was
never about me…it was always about you, you, and you.
Damn, you caused so
much pain…just go to hell…you’re fuckin’ insane.
I can’t…I won’t ever
forget.
I can’t…I won’t ever forgive.
What we had is gone…yes…now and
forever.
You and me…no longer…never.
Why all the anger? Why all the
hate?
I guess our time together was a big fuckin’ mistake.
How can you
be so callous? I just don’t understand.
I thought we were close and I
thought you were my friend.
Was it something you wanted? Was it something I
said?
Or was it something I did or didn’t do, instead?
Nothing but
unanswered questions…what can I say?
Except that I hate you...I hate you
because of that day.
When I needed you the most, you decided to leave,
And just like that you walked out on me.
Don’t you get it? It was you
all along.
You’re the one with issues…you were so damn wrong.
You say
things happen for a reason…perhaps you’re right.
But really…admit it…you
just wanted me out of your sight.
I once believed, but now I don’t…‘cause
you took away my trust,
And even my hopes.
I can’t…I won’t ever forget.
I can’t…I won’t ever forgive.
What we had is gone…yes…now and forever.
You and me…no longer…never.
Nothing but broken promises, broken dreams,
and broken hearts.
It wasn’t me…yes, you…who tore us apart.
No longer
reflecting back into the past…’cause this love was never really meant to last.
Only letting you go…’cause forget…forgive, I won’t…that much I know.

2008-05-12T15:37:00.002+08:00

Gah.
I hate everybody who hates me back.
Gettit.
And no I'm too bitchy to care.
Insults don't work on a bitch, no?
LOSER.

2008-05-12T15:06:00.003+08:00

I hate you.
I have absolutely no idea why I do...
Or maybe I do.
Please stop hurting others and yourself.
You make me puke.
Really.
And stop acting like you care.
We all know you don't give a tooting damn.
And to think I used to care for you.
This will cease to happen.
I absolutely absolutely hate you.
More than I hate mud-coloured nail polish.
Which is already saying a lot.
So toot off, you loser.
Don't try to get near me.
When you see me glare at you ( even if its over the com)
You're DEAD.

2008-05-11T12:15:00.004+08:00

At first it was so fun
everything went well
everything was being shined on
by a bright yellow light
Now I know that's not true
the light was not from the sun
but an incandesent light bulb
it soon ran out of energy
A blanket thrown over me
everthing inside was dark and empty
I try to find my way out
but the thick velvet keeps me stuck inside
I feel suffocated
and I'm sure it isn't just me
I have no idea why I look outside
I find a knife
Is it going to help me
I slash futilely at the blanket
accidentally
slashing my own wrist
Suddenly
there is a feeling of pain
revertebrating
throughout my body
taking away the emotional pain inside
I welcome it, slashing my wrist
again, again, again.
The tears
locked inside for so long
come out with the blood
but I sob quietly
trying not to let anybody know
Does it work?
I have no idea
I can only hear faint voices
I am still deciphering what they mean
They all think they know that blanket over there
but they don't know what lies beneath
But don't come and save me
I think I like it better here
Anyway, most of it is deceit anyway
I don't care
I want to live in my world
I think it's so much better here
My blanket-my world.

2008-05-11T12:08:00.003+08:00

For a while, you thought you got me under your collar.
But you're wrong.
I would never fall for you. Never ever.
Stop trying to flirt with me. Please.
I just want to be in peace.
Would you please give it to me?
Don't give me false hope.
I know you're hot.
But you're not my type.
You're just a platonic friend to me.
I would love you as my own brother. Nothing else.
Sure I may have killed you already. Sorry then.
But I will still care for you;
Buh-bye.

2008-05-09T17:30:00.003+08:00

And I'm sorry for blaming you.

You have been invited to my blog.

But I didn't mean to blame you

Because I was immature.

I really hope you will forgive me.

I have decided to let you have him

And not fight with you anymore.

Thank you for bearing with me all these months.

Love, Xin Hui.

2008-05-09T17:23:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry, my dear friend.
I will be bitchy and kill you.
Yesh. the bitch in me has come back to life.
Buhbye dear fren.
And I'm ever so sorry if i hurt your feelings.
Ooh you poor thing.
I study psychology. As in my father bought the university texts for me.
Bye. Good luck darling.

2008-05-09T16:41:00.004+08:00

Don't show me that face
That pair of glistening eyes
That blinding smile
I won't fall for that angelic look
Cos behind that
Lies a casanova.

I know these eyes
Are just a disguise
Gleaming eyes lie beneath
Sneering at me

No I'm not that stupid
I'm just playing the game
you wanna fight?
You wanna pretend?
Try me.

Desolation

2008-05-09T15:39:00.003+08:00

I closed my eyes
There was this
Wind.
This pleasurable
Wind.

I felt it on my cheeks
Distracting me from
Life.
Taking you outta my
Life.

There was this feeling
That something wrong
Happened.
But I didnt know anything
Happened.

But when I opened my eyes
And saw this crack
Surprise
What I just felt was
Surprise

Then I realised
Your back was to
Me
You had just abandoned
Me

Then I realised
You were drifting
Away
We were slowly moving
Away

I looked around pathetically
And I felt as a shock
Desolation
I was stranded & filled with
Desolation

2008-05-09T14:27:00.003+08:00

Oh yah yesterday was THE LAST DAY OF THE MYASSSSSSSSSs we have NO MORE MYAs FOR THE WHOLLLLEEE YEARRR!!! ok there's still the dastardly CHECKING OF ANSWER SCRIPTS from Tuesday.
Zera Wansim and me went to Far East after the exams then we realised 99.9% of the shops weren't open. So we wandered off to Lucky Plaza. OMG ALL THE STUFF THERE ARE SOOO CUTE! I bought 3 necklaces and 1 bracelet. One necklace was for grace but I lost the pendant in Kinokuniya. Details later.
Zera got hurgry (the understatement of the year) and then we raced off to Wisma's Food Republic:
Zera:(to me) um. are you sure tt is not the banana leaf? (we were eating hokkien mee)
Me and Wansim: yah wad...
Wansim: but fibre's good for you!!
Zera: okok then eat the whole thing!
Me:(points at glass wall) yesh yesh and the glass is full of fibre too! see? fibreglass!
(I start delicately eating the prawns and smearing my hands with the oil)

and then we went to taka and me and zera (the kampong gals) loudly inhaled the high-class aircon air while wansim(the orchard gal) just stood there and shook her head all pathetically. Hey, we kampong people oso need to appreciate the fine arts (i.e. the olfactory masterpiece called Ngee Ann City) one rite!

then we went to takashimaya and obsessed over the food in the basement cos we were so hungry. And then we went upstairs to find notebooks for grace. we found the cutest collection of voodoos ( i picked the one which depicts me the most: beautiful, wise and charming...) hahaha I noe very lame.

Then we went to kinokuniya and we pored over chick lit, pulled zera away from the physics shelf and desperately tried to call grace and ziwei.

FINALLY they did come. We watched Nim's Island and GRACE ALMOST CRIED and I was rotf with laughter and then all too soon it was over. Then we went to get some Neoprints then grace looked at the price ($11 for ONE PIECE ) and then we walked off reluctantly. Grace felt like trating everybody to ice cream again.

Then zera and wansim had to go so i followed grace and ziwei to borders then realised i should be going and took the MRT home.
(p.s. 4 busstops is a LONG way. I learnt the hard way. Never follow in my footsteps.)

then today WE HAD "SPRING CLEANING" ewwwwwwwww. We basically just slacked in the gym then desperately tried to remove the unholy black marks from our holy classroom, but the efforts were futile. ooh the teacher scolded 110 cos we were better than them! I shall feel proud now. -sheen- ahh. tt felt GOOD.

then arh, dear vivian made me take the wrong way home. I had to walk. This time 2 busstops. but it was pavementless so my life was endangered. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO SAY, MRS LIM? yogi, go chide your dear wife. She's been getting blur of sorts. jkjkjk. actually she didnt noe lar. so not really her fault. I just want to see the couple having a lover's argument!! so cuuute...

oops.

CONVO

2008-05-07T18:50:00.003+08:00

I am gonna stop mugging for now for headline news.
I have this neighbour whose also from my former tuition class. He lives just opposite me lar, and we called him the GHOST because he like disappeared from tuition (i learned later tt his parents wanted him to stay home for preparation for PSLE.) Then we like hardly see him.
Erch: I SAW THE GHOST! I SAW THE GHOST!
Me: Really?
Erch: KIM YELLOW!!! (His real name his Kim Yeow but my bro misread and the name stuck)
Me: Ooh ooh .I bet he has a GREEN pimple on his nose now...
Erch: hahaha.
(we walk to the window)
Erch: There IT is! The one in the blue shirt with the hp!
Tips(my bro):(shouting)KIM YELLOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
Me: (takes a while to notice) oh he still exists? I tot he was a ghost... oh. He's THERE.
(the ghost runs away with his dog, apparently a bit freaked out.)
ahahah this is so funny.

2008-05-06T12:10:00.003+08:00

argh today for physics i got ALOTWRONG shitshithshit. 5 down, 1 to go. one more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-sigh-
Um ooh hi laura!
YESH i'm gonna get photoshop and dreamweaver and fireworks by the end of this holiday!!! Yay mum. Yay the improvement of my blogskins.
Shit. why am I slacking!!!!MOJIKAN i guess so.I was updating my profile for deardear widgie in my profile page. I just love his cuteeeeeeness.
I need the phone. NOW. Now erch dont snatch it away from me I NEED TO USE IT TO...store my contacts. Haha.
BB

2008-05-04T20:42:00.004+08:00

This is to a platonic friend. It's a HE. He's PLATONIC NO IDEAS PLEASE

You seem to be getting lonelier every day.
Your cheerful greeting has turned snappy.
I can't feel the vibe from you anymore
You've become cold.

You seem to have become numb
Like you don't want to feel anymore
Was it something that hurt you?
Or it could be just my imagination.

really. please tell me what has happened. I'm willing to be humiliated by the tagboard. dun worry. I've sent you an off9 message.

[edit]I'm sure you're alright now. Anyway, I won't care, for rmb, you're only a stranger to me. Can't believe I was so immature then to believe you.[/edit]

Impossible-Quiz.com

2008-05-04T12:30:00.002+08:00

Impossible-Quiz.com - Fun Hard Quiz

hurt by christina aguilera

2008-05-04T11:25:00.004+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

omg this time i really cried while watching the mv. couldnt control it. It's about this circus performer(Aguilera) whose father taught her. due to her hectic schedule, she neglected her father. Then one day she got a telegraph that her father had passed away. The rest... is self-explanatory.

2008-05-04T10:24:00.003+08:00

I feel like I need to get over Arron.
It's unhealthy for me and SOME people who think I'm competing with them.
It will be hard, and I dun know how to go about it.
I shall continue to admire him, and see how things go.
Yup. tt's boutit.
Xinhui
[edit]Now none of us are infatuated with him. Excellent. (: Anw I'll stop loving for a veryveryvery long time from now.18/8/08. Time me.[/edit]

2008-05-04T10:21:00.003+08:00

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger

What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Green is a cool colour. Actually my eyes are from the blue variety. Don't ask me why. Actually it's quite common even in Asians. It's just a blue tinge surrounding your iris. Wonder why they call THAT blue.

Geog

2008-05-02T10:36:00.003+08:00

I crapped the last question for geog. 3 down, 3 to go.

I have become numb
My eyes have glazed cold
From the warm brown
They used to be

I cut myself once more
And the blood rushes again
But I don't feel anything...
No pain, no tears.

Cos I just hurt more inside.

2008-05-01T08:59:00.002+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.

You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.

Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.

You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.

You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

Chinese

2008-04-30T11:04:00.002+08:00

Today's Chinese was so hard...
Nvm lar.
2 down, 4 to go, SMO looming next.
Then ELCamp!!!!
I want to be facil. I miss them so much...
Ok... lame.
Byee!
Wonk.
(I got FOUR messages yesterday. I've replied to 3.)

mugging

2008-04-28T18:16:00.002+08:00

It's hell now. Mugging is like so stress sigh.
Haha meedog is happy!! dunno if it is now.
I just realised that the modern society is a very extreme society.
You want quiet? Sureee you get it. In fact, nobody notices you at all! Humans are social beings man. How does one survive healthily in isolation?
You want attention? Sureee you get it. In fact, you get so much you cannot have any opportunity to relax and cry out to yourself in private. What's more, when you make a small mistake, everybody notices.

What's with the society now?
-sigh-

MeeDog

2008-04-28T17:03:00.001+08:00

omg my meedog is so cuute!
lol

lyrics again lol

2008-04-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

Because of you(Kelly Clarkson)
I will not make the same
mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

It is such a moving song... -sniff- ok lame.

random post

2008-04-27T12:55:00.003+08:00

I have to stop being emo. I HAVE TO STOP BEING EMO. I HAVE TO FRIGGIN STOP BEING EMO!!!!! ok it dosen't work. Lucky this blog is private or I will become associated with emo. boohoo.
Argh I LOVE Alex's and Daniel's blog! I have no idea how they make life in RI seem so funny. Kudos arh! And K.S is a freak who lies all the time and act cool buey cool and thinks everybody likes him and has a crush on almost every girl that was in his class. Eew.
I have just realised one soundtrack isn't enough. I have to go collect more music darnit. -stares at imeem- why you so slow nowadays arh?
My pictures all look screwed. dunno why. especially the eyes piccie. damn transparency. But my blogskin rocks anyway!
This is my 32nd post. not bad for a person who started in 2008 hmm?
And yep. my tagboard looks so cool. It's so unique lalala.
Bridge rocks. So does viwawa. Why? Because I say so.
Ok signing off!

Death

2008-04-27T12:10:00.006+08:00

She touched the wall.
Why did it feel so distant
So...surreal?
It wasn't a moment ago.

She sat on the bed
The icy and unbecoming bed
Staring at her,
A grimace on its ashen face.

She felt for his hand
It was on impulse, instinct,
She knew it was gone
She knew he was gone.

For it was without notice
That Death sucked him away
And sprinkled ice over
His humble abode.

The air she breathed
Was cold as steel, lifeless;
Exactly like the body
She'd cried bitterly on just now.

Death was so cruel,
Breaking simple lives apart
Causing pain and sorrow
With a flick of his black wrist.

Death was unrepentful
He didn't care about the consequences
A life was like a dot
To a powerful lord like him.

She stood on the chair
A noose over her neck
Wanting to be with him
Wanting to be with her love.

She was about to jump
But the Angel of Life was there
He touched her briefly
And reminded her of his last words.

"Take...Care" he whispered
And her tears fell relentlessly
She removed the noose
And she stepped down quietly.

Farewell

2008-04-26T14:07:00.005+08:00

He had to go
She knew it.
He couldn't help it
She knew it.

Love was about letting go
She knew it.
But she just wanted him so badly
She knew it.

He would miss her
He knew it.
He couldn't change his fate
He knew it.

He had to go
He knew it.
But he wanted so much to stay
He knew it.

All the happy times together
They knew them.
This would hurt a lot
They knew it.

They bade their final farewells
And then the doors closed shut.
Both of them stared at the opaque door
That's when the tears started flowing.

Winter

2008-04-24T19:46:00.006+08:00

Winter comes
In the silent night
Stealthily, silently
Into the quiet countryside

She slides through the trees
Leaving a white trail everywhere
She slithers on the ground
Covering rocks here and there.

She licks the windowpane
With her icy tongue
Leaving intricate patterns
With a blow from her lung.

She breathes the life
Out of vegetation
She lures the animals
Into hibernation.

She bats his long eyelashes
And Hail falls prey
He races through to meet her
Scattering ice on his way.

She calls for her best friend
And Snow comes flying past
She glides gracefully through
Sprinkling snowflakes like dust.

They play for ninety days
Then spring comes to meet
With his smile so sunny
Surviving is a feat.

He grins with the aid
Of Mr. O'Mighty Sun
And Winter takes her repose
Her time here is done.

Eyes

2008-04-24T19:27:00.004+08:00

I looked into these eyes
Those big black eyes

Reflecting the beautiful night

Illuminating its brilliant glory.

They stared at me
Those ember eyes
Black opal encrusted in stone
sparkling like finely-cut diamonds.

Those curious eyes
Paired with a blinding smile
closed a little in laughter
Then darted straight up.

I naturally followed his gaze
But when I looked back down
The eyes were inches
Away from me

My hair was brushed away
From my confused face
Then in an earth-shattering moment
His lips met mine.

The impact caused me caused me
To close my eyes
When I opened them
He was suddenly gone.

Those black eyes
Full of joy and mystique
Those black eyes
Causing me to melt

I never saw them again
But I will never forget
The opals erased in most beautiful gold
Sparkling like the most finely-cut diamonds.

( everything is FICTIONAL.........

I do not imply anything.)

Angel

2008-04-23T16:50:00.005+08:00

hahaha this is just a poem inspired by Maximum ride. the wings bit. and Max and Fang's different coloured wings.

There she sat on the bench,
That cloud-white bench,
Looking forlornly at
The world around her.

Everybody excluded her
For her features
She knew exactly what it was
but she deemed it too shameful.

Sure she was beautiful
She had the fairest skin ever
And white-blonde hair
The colour of cream.

But she knew she had shown too much
When they asked to see the bulge
grinning evilly under her gown
That gown white as a sheet.

She showed it, she shook her shoulders
And the gown fell off
revealing the wings inside
those beautiful angels' wings.

But they thought it was awful
ugly things, they said
unpractical for that matter
bulky, large and fat.

They left her out
"the girl with extra appendages"
that was the name they bestowed upon her
The name coupled with scorn.

Now here she was, her wings in full view
Crying on the ash-white bench
the snow falling on her shoulders and wings
like silver beads that the sky had dropped.

They dissolved on her wings
they glistened in the light
those objects of immense beauty
that caused her exclusion from others

A young man in a dark overcoat
with eyes and skin as dark as night
And hair the colour of burning coal
came to sit beside her.

She was hostile at first
but she dissolved under his deep gaze
and he also softened considerably
looking at her topaz eyes.

He told her he had a secret
She looked at him inquisively
and asked him what he was
about to say.

He told her they were linked
they were meant to be a pair
Black and white
The two angels of the mortal world.

She didn't believe him
She ignored him and rolled her eyes
But he met her dismissive eyes
And told her he had proof.

Slowly he shook his shoulders
and his overcoat fell off
showing his big dark wings
the colour of a bat's wing.

Slowly she put her pale wings
on his witch-black ones
he looked surprised but he
met her gaze that told everything.

He took her in his wings
and together they flew off
With the snow falling around them
smiling at them thru sparkling eyes.

Mask

2008-04-23T16:48:00.001+08:00

At first glance
It is always so easy
To dismiss me
As just another person.

But no I’m not.
Sure I look normal.
A normal short girl
With a smile plastered on her face.

Acne-prone skin
with a bit of freckles all over
and of course, eyes
brimming with happiness.

But it’s all a mask
I can’t take it off
To let people see the face inside
To see the real me

An ashen face it is
glitter on the eyelids
left behind from years of crying
in my mask of skin.

From my back
sprout out two ebony wings
made to teleport me to the dark side
but struggling against the lifelike mask.

From my eyes stream tears
the tears nobody sees
the tears I cry so often
the tears that make me

I collect the tears
In my sack
I put them back in
I can't survive without them

I have to adapt
I have to look like my mask
I have to stop crying
I have to...

2008-04-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

i dunno lar. this blogskin just seems more linked to me, cos like i made the background myself (but i got some brushes from deviantart heehee) and I feel more attached to it. erm. I know the bit at the right sucks cos' I only managed to cover it partially.
awwww.
Oh yah the stuppid music and dance teacher said that Vivian will have a bf with buck teeth because she seemed to be infatuated with Queen and Fred Mercury (or smth like that.) apparently he died of drig abuse and had BUCK TEETH. the bf with buck teeth rings a bell? hmmm. *hint* no i don't think dear dear kw will be subdued by drugs, he will be controlled by his loving wife(VIVIAN!!!) and his not-so-loving adopted daughter who allegedly was born from binary fission. (that's me)

haha mishi got this pig from red cross I named it Michelle No.2 she was so "angry".
Mishi:WHAT? I do not look like this pig!
Me:You SO do, Mish. you see?
Mishi:No! I'm not that fat!
Me: I never implied leh.
Mishi: sigh.
Me: Ain't you supposed to put something in Michelle No.2?
Mishi: my hp too fat
Me: ok I'll send you a letter to be put inside. I expect a reply by 7.20 tmr on my desk.
Mishi: huh? than I'll say it got lost.
Me: I dun care. I'll put it on your table.

I put the letter on her table in the end. She got freaked out by it cos viv hijacked and drew an evil pic of me LOL.

I used grace's stuff.
she lent me.

Ok bb now!

♥ Xinhui (:

2008-04-19T17:46:00.003+08:00

Hi peops! I'm here again and today I erm. cried while listening to this song on the radio. what was super embarassing was that it was in the car and I had to swallow my tears like crazy because my mum and brother were there! It just epitomizes me...

原来-林俊杰
词:张思尔林秋离曲:林俊杰
街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾

电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

I really cried okay. It's so...me.